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Resurrection!

2006-10-29T07:41:00.001-08:00

Resurrection!!! lol... aiyo i not enough time to slp find time to blog is a joke? Assignments and reports and quizzes and schs... n playing is lyk food to mi... hais... anyway thanx for every1 tt takes the effort to view my blog...

Resurrection!

2006-10-29T07:41:00.000-08:00

long time no blog so much happened...

2006-06-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

heyos mi back after lyk 3weeks inactive... lots happened... k btw i just found out i posted 2 entries on the 7th n i accidentally saved 1 as draft so i updated liao so got 1 more post on 7th... n ya think my blogskin lyk ok liao... izzit?

1st... sucks to be me... dunno origins from where but i learn from DnA n itz lyk going on for so long liao recently find it suits mi so picked it up... well it rrly sucks at least at this very moment... just bath n was damn suay... pressed the bottle for some shower foam n it shoot directly into my eye... it suck... the pain... wanna know how it feels lyk n rrly suck to be u? just do wad i did... hais... my poor eyes... already very bad condition liao... still litt... i was lyk eh fuck it lars i rather i cut or wad some other place lars leave my eyes alone lars... hais...

well non budget event cls... hmmm i not considered active member bahs coz i nv go club de but got join some event... k quite fun... nite cycling... muscle damn pain... went och (old changi hospital)... mi very hum de also dunno why i went... actually i dun believe but ya i hum scared of wad will happen if i rrly see it... so i thot i will nv go to these kinda place or play any kinda game with spirits or wad... but dunno why i went... well dint see anything there... i was scared but calm... well wad to do other then calm? well we stopped at a bus stop there to lyk split up wanna go n dun wanna go de... then i thot it will be a long walk there... how i know... just take the stairs behind the bus stop up the hill reach liao then lyk ok... reach liao... no need think so much le... walked ard the premise 1st then came upon an image i'll nv forget... hard to describe but when i saw it tt kinda feeling... itz not i saw a ghost or wad just shuld i say the scenery? something litt bahs... itz was blur... n dark n eerie i took a picture of it in my mind how i wish i can reproduce it n share n show others wad i saw coz i rrly think itz so damn chio... well went it the building n walk ard... yupz alven lead... power gd leader for this kinda thing... pull stun somemore lol... k it rained the floor was wet he was wearing some slippers with no friction... n was lyk wanna fall down at a point of time... then he was sliding down there trying to balance himself... lol... well we went to some toilets... well can see tt itz a toilet... n some mass medical wards something lyk C class de... n erm a pharmacy... SAF medical ward... director room... well itz writtened there so we know... then k after tt alven was saying actually this walk ish quite safe coz places we went are open or something lyk the doors are opened meaning ppl got lots of ppl go in be4 n itz rather safe... if we try to open those close doors n go into those room might be more dangerous... well the whole walk i only thinking of how the place looks lyk when itz working... well think the stairs are rather bad coz the handle was situated too low... yupz... well n think we dint go into the mortuary... yupz they say it's in another building n it's locked... well i only know during WWII quite a no. ppl died there... there was something lyk a massacre bahs... yups n we go changi village see trans... well they rrly chio but fake de... hais...

feel lyk digging out my eyes sia...

2006-05-18T05:41:00.000-07:00

eh eve told mi there's a prob with my blog say wad the font not standardised... got mehx i check le no lehz all large... prob lies with my eyes? hmmm not tt surprising... lOl... oil full of oil tanks...

muahahaha... this week something quite worth mentioning ish guess wad? ken msg mi ask mi out lehz... wha if tt msg he nv put my name arh ish lyk i will think 100% send to wrong ppl... but quite sadzZz... ken ah ken... my name euu also type wrong... zZz... actually also nutting much nah just go east coast enjoy the beach... sea... n sun? kaoz i very on de lor... KEN lehz... itz lyk SOOO rare... sure go lars... lOl... then ask hao n saw char at SP then they dun wanna go... nvm i go alone lor... then ken bring 1 fren go also mahx... his fren ish 21 but duper our age... aiya 3yrs also not much diff lars... then reach le ken go his fren car take the jersey he prepare for mi nor coz he last min tell mi then i nv bring anything mahx... then his fren car ish not very impressive nah but i think hmmm still ok nah itz lyk he ard out age also... got car to drive gd le lor... dun have to take pub transport n squeeze with other ppl... buden after tt they going orchard mahx but i going home for dinner... so itz lyk tt car ish his sis's... then he live ard wanna go back home give back his sis the car 1st coz she wanna use then chng to family car nor... then ok... went to his hse... wha long story arh dun wanna say how i felt when i saw the hse lars... just tt super duper woper rich lars... his room ish WTF... the size of my living room+bedroom... haix... buden 1 thing too bad outside very nice but they dint rrly deco the place very well then mi n ken discussed about it mah then think we super click on tt coz we mention a few thingz in the hse tt ish just so wrong then he also ya lor ya lor... lOl... then chng to family car... wOOt... this ish so much better... impressive yo... nice sitting in tt car... lOl... then go his uncle hse to pass him something who live in the neighbourhood too... haix... his uncle's hse... dun wanna say much... just tt very strange... more strange than his hse sia... lOl... then he drop mi at douby ghout then they go orchard lor... haix... thinking taking train... got $$$ ish just so gd buy a car n drive yo...

though we dint rrly go out for very long or did a lot of thingz... just lyk 3hrs? but i think itz rrly nice le...

hmmm... today lOl... arens go crash our lecture... then the lecturer finds him very noisy? then ask him some question... he also not our class de lars then we just whack a name say he's zong tang... lOl... then ish lyk duper stunned... he know how to ans the question lars... itz lyk eve n her grp sit there listen 1+hr dun catch a ball he sit there 15min he can understand... then he still teach them on tt... jokes...

n afternoon go sch tt time saw hui zhen n fiona... then i look at hui zhen and say hi to her... then hui zhen also reply mi hi mahx... then fiona also say hi to mi... then suddenly realise tt eh mi n hui zhen lyk know each other de... then i think fiona stunned... lOl... then i hi to her also... we know each other de lars... lOl... then fiona was lyk eh this my sec sch fren then hui zhen lyk ya i know arh... lOl... btw... how she knows arh? lOl...

ya just now went to zhen's blog itz lyk he write tt he dun lyk to have blog ish coz lyk wadeva uu write wad uu think mahx then some ppl may get affected then lyk may lead to some probs lars... aiya itz lyk thingz not tt appropriate to write out dun write lor...

haix... itz worsening sia after tt day... feel lyk digging them out... argh...

sch sux...

2006-05-13T22:13:00.000-07:00

haix... lyk no time no blog le... yeah 5th week tmr... but i still dunno wad i have learned sia... lOl... ok lemme start with this... 'wad i have learn sia'... sounds so... lyk hypocrite... ttz how i feel... so i am saying myself ish a hypocrite? lOl... every1 to a certain extent ish bah... i am going to be in SP for another 2yrs... i aint going to hey i dun lyk euu i dun lyk tt n make my life miserable... just (", n let it pass bah... c'mon la every1 puts a mask de lor... dunno leh went out with DnA yest... think tts more of the real moii bah... we buay song each other got say out de... coz we know wun hurt the frenship bahx... well... i dun rrly lyk some ppl ard moii... i know some of my class ppl do read my blog... but well i dun care so much de bah... lOl... realise tt our conversation ish always very heated up or rather i think ish this euu think ish tt so lyk will have a small debate... lOl... i dun rrly care de la... tts how i think if euu think itz tt then let euu be right la lyk wad ben say i think most gamers dun rrly care de... haix then c'mon la always say i nv study n say die la die la this test sure fail n things litt... c'mon lars... i get 1.3 last sem la fancy uu telling mi a person who will rrly fail tt uu gonna fail but uu come out 70%... lOl...

haix... back to wad i've learned... true lehz... itz just lyk the past 2 sem... i just slp n slp n slp... i am so pro in slping... even no slp i also slack there no take out notes no study... then joel ask mi euu litt dun think very waste meh then come sch for wad... i dunno... haix sch just sucks... heat transfer those fcuking equations... i see le i close book n sua la... i dunno a shyt lars... haix... anyway in a sense i think all these ish bullshyt... take our lecturers for example... he study so much in pri... sec... jc... uni... lets say he learned a... b... c... d... e... f... g... h... i... j... so many things... but he only need to know a... b... c n d coz he ish teaching them now... then wad about e... f... g... h... i n j? learn so much also no use waste time n effort nia... so for fcuk am i learning all these for? itz not as if i'm gonna apply them all? i guess only 20% lor... haiz... sg education rrly sucks... or rather i think rest of the world too? haix...

well tmr sch... 8 to 7? ttz a joke? long time than my dad working yo... n somemore wake up 6... come home 8 30... ttz a joke man... come home so tired am i supposed to study n do tut? those ppl setting our timetable nv use their brains to think... 7days a week 5 days sch... saturday sunday i am going to do 5 modules of tut n pract n study for test n play? lol... itz not tt it cannot be done... ttz why there are ppl getting GPA 4... but i dun wanna lead the kinda of life they lead... haix...

i dunno... rrly dunno... in a sense... the life i'm leading now ish gd n i'm quite happy now... not much worries excluding my sch... tt kinda freedom... haix... lyk yest... i rrly wanted to play dota... the 1st thing in my mind ish tt... but then haix... itz doesnt matter... u know coz i understand tt kinda feeling tt u rrly wish to hear her voice wanna talk to her... wanna know wad she's been doing these few dayz... how's sch... but then she's just busy... got other thingz to do n such... tt kinda disappointment... n i dun wanna put u thru tt disappointment bahx... should i be selfish n just think about my own happiness or should i spare a thot for others n dun let her undergo wad i've been thru be4... probably u are feeling the pinch long ago already... but in a sense i'm pretty tired... the kinda freedom i nv get to enjoy for 3 yrs... haix...

sch in sch out...

2006-05-07T12:57:00.000-07:00

haiz... long time no blog... why? coz everyday also sch in sch out soo sianz nutting much to blog about too... just tt i still slp a lot... no slp also day dream... havent learnt a single thing since sch started... haiz...

hmmm also sch ish taking most of my time le... go home so late liao nutting much can do wanna slp le... dunno... buden feel tt itz lyk kinda bad... if i'm working lyk last time i work in a company doing some paper job... yeah i wake up early... get home late... buden at least i have 2hrs of dun need to do anything... i can play com... go skate... ttz wad i did... itz nice yeah better than sch coz sch euu come home euu have thingz to do... pract reports... tutorials... n perhaps some catching up of wad euu miss in lectures... itz lyk saturday sunday also litt larz... though i'm not litt... itz not tt i dun need to be litt... itz just tt i heck care larz... at least work i can enjoy satuday n sunday without worries lehz... haiz...

yeah... i smile... and laugh... coz i can control my facial expression... itz not tt i am tt cold-blooded... or cool... i laugh to jokes... n smile when i got a fren saying hi to mi... but deep down sometimes i see no point... yeah i smile... n laugh... they are soo surgical n skin deep... wadz the point of smiling n laughing when u're not happy at all... but well every1 wears a mask... yupz i am still gonna smile n laugh coz dun have to be soo emo n show u're down to every1 mah... but rrly hope the sky would clear n the stars will tinkle with the moon shines bright... everything ish still in a mess for mi now... but i know... with a cloud bridging the star n the moon... i'll probably be happier... by then... my smile n laughter might be an expression to how i feel inside mi bah...

blog... again! again! lol...

2006-05-07T06:06:00.000-07:00

yeah i'm here blogging again!... again!... lol... u know teletubbies? or something litt... the 4 little ?aliens? cartoon... lol... they have the part where they feature some kids doing somethingz... then they will always have a repeat for it n the teletubbies would go shouting again! again! lyk so happy litt... lOl...

i realise 1 thing... i havent been blogging for the past few dayz ish becoz my bro ish back with his com then i play his com no blog... earlier was mi watching er zuo ju... now he go back hostel liao... i got nutting to do i'll blog... lOl... my uncle getting married this thursday... so got to wear nice nice to sch then go the restaurant from sch coz late late then off mah... haiz... dunno be happy or sadz... can see tt my grandma my mum all was happy for him to get married... well... yeah... he's getting married... but not to some1 he love... haiz... wadz the point of getting married for ur mum to see n not for ur own happiness... will they ever have happiness? maybe... euu see... he just go the agency n bring a vietnam gal back who ish younger than him 10+ yrs... well perhaps in time to come slp tgt eat tgt live tgt perhaps will grow a lyking for each other bah... i dunno... but does true love grow so ezily from 2 strangers just thrown tgt n live tgt will have love? or euu need to share a dramastic episode with her n all those romantic nitez spent under the stars n moon on the beach to love her?

itz lyk boiling water... initially we are strangers lyk the cold water in the kettle... then we start to know each other n become better frens... gd frens... close frens... lyk the water warming up in the kettle... then we grow a lyking for each other... then love... lyk the boiling water in the kettle... then the water keep boiling n boiling n boiling... we have our 1st month... 2nd month... half a yr... 1st yr... 2nd yr... 5 yrs... we get married... lyk the water in the kettle still boiling... but the water inside the kettle ish getting lesser n lesser n lesser... boil n boil n boil... 10 yrs... 20 yrs... 50 yrs... the water in the kettle has long boiled off... just keep letting the fire burn n the kettle was all black n burnt... we are both so old n our 2 children ish starting their own family soon... tt the reason of why we're still tgt bah... love? the water in the kettle has long boiled off lyk our love... i wonder... those married 20yrs 30yrs... ish there still any love? or just tgt coz of... ohh well... we're so old le... have kids somemore... how can i do something soo irrational as to go find some1 i love more than the 1 i share bed with? ohh... com'on feelings for her? long gone after 10yrs we got married... lOl... haiz...

haiz... my condition has been deteriorating sia... it does not take a tear to make it hurt now... lol... lyk Bingham Plastic sia... lOl... from wad i learnt in Fluid Mech there's this kinda of fluid euu need to apply an initial pressure to reach its yield stress before the fluid will flow... but once it starts to flow itz viscosity will be constant...

so sianz...

2006-04-29T16:49:00.000-07:00

ARGH... so sianz at home... so sadz... coz these dayz i got time will watch er zuo ju zhi wen... then watch n watch n watch... today watch finish le... itz lyk this week my life ish all about er zuo ju then suddenly no more le feel so lost weird n dunno wad to do nutting to do liao... rrly very very nice... cant wait for er zuo ju 2 sia... 2007 then out... somemore ish taiwan out 1st by the time i can watch i think i forget about 1 de liao...

haiz ou xiang ju always no nice... how i wish my life ish lyk an ou xiang ju...

yu qi qu xi huan yi ge gen ben bu ke nan hui xi huan ni de ren... dao bu ru qu zhao yi ge ai ni de ren hao le...

soo tired.....

2006-04-27T23:04:00.000-07:00

haiz... yest i already slp for 10hrs le lehz then go sch de... but still soo tired... still slp in sch... haiz... dunno why slp ish lyk nv enough for mi...

go cut hair today... JJ has expanded!! yeah... muahaha... lOl... i lyk the shop very much then keep wishing they can expand coz the old 1 a bit cramp... now soo spacious n new wor... hmmm nxt step would be to open branch!! yeah... lOl... then uncle very nice... i cut hair $10... he gimme hair cream to style my hair which cost $16... lOl... hmmm come to think of it maybe can count me as old customer le bah... i lyk tt kinda feeling the owner will know wadz ur name then cut hair half way gimme sweet... ask mi help on radio... pass mi vcd ask mi wan watch not... lOl... i thot ish got colour de sia at 1st... lOl... then ish The Promise... which i watch le... so nvm nor...

hmmm watch my ou xiang ju... in it... the male lead ish damn bloody clever... how i wish i'm lyk him... dun need study go sch get full marks for every sub which total to 600... the whole of F class add tgt also less than him... to him everything ish soo easy n he nv had the feeling of wanting something soo badly coz he always get wad he wan... n he dunno wad he rrly wan for his future... to him everything ish soo easy no matter wad he choose he also can excel in it... he envy his dad n an uncle... they had their dreams since young... n they spent the whole of their life time doing it... his dad ish to open a busniess... tt uncle ish a chef... but him? he rrly dunno wad he rrly wanted...

wad about mi... chem eng? i lyk chem... i wan to study about chem... but i dun wanna be an engineer n study all those fluid mech... thermody... quantum mech... engine maths... haiz... i just wanna study chem... not some engineer stuck at a plant check the instruments working not... check the pipes can take the load not... check the boiler... check this... calculate tt... haiz... those long long long formulas see le i also zZz @.@... Q=-kA(dT/dx)... this ish 1 of the simpler 1 tt i can rmb bah... on n on n on... hiaz... dun think this ish rrly for mi... then wad izzit i rrly wan ne...

wang wang liang ge ren duo qing mi... shi tou guo shang hai lai zheng ming... wo di yi ci ting dao zhe ge ge... wo ku le... di er ci... di shan ci... si... wu... liu... wo ting ji ci jiu ku ji ci... zai k box wo dian zhe shou ge... yan lei hai shi tian man le yan kuang... dan wo ye zhi mo mo de ba ta cha gan... jiu shi zhe duan... ming ming liang ge ren zai yi qi ying gai shi hen kai xin de... wei shen me wo shang xing bi kai xing duo... ku bi siao duo ne... haiz...

slpy... zZz sch...

2006-04-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

yeah gg slp soon... real tired... watch 2 episodes of my er zuo ju zhi wen today... quite nice yo then keep wanna catch... haiz...

today sch... engine maths... fluid mech... heat transfer... instrumentation... blah blah blah on n on n on... so many modules... n all so hard... haiz... long long long formulas with lotz lotz lotz of variable n alphabets... k... Q... dx/du... the list go on n on n on... i cant absorb a single thingz larz... haiz... my monday 8am to 6 30pm... 1hr break in between... hey the hrs longer than my dad work yo... lOl... wtf...

zhi dao xian zai na xian mu de yan guang hai shi li bu kai wo... mei ci na xian mu de yan guang dou hui ba lei shui bi dao yan kuang ran hou cong yan jiao mai mai de hua luo... xian zai... na gan jue ye mei li kai guo wo... mei ci xin li dou hui yi zhen yi zhen de tong... lei shui zi run le wo de yan jing... dan shi wo bu ku le... ren zhe lei shui... ren zhe tong... wo da ying zi ji bu ku le... wo hui zuo dao de...

few dayz no blog le...

2006-04-23T23:37:00.000-07:00

few dayz no blog le... suddenly have thingz to do again... n tt ish to watch ou xiang ju!!! omg... lol... er zuo ju zhi wen... lol...

hmmm... tmr sch again... find it sooo hard to concentrate... the stuffs are sooo diff... haiz...

hmmm... was supposed to just come here blog nia... then dna add mi into conver... then discuss some outing gatheringz stuffs... haiz knew it tt itz not gg anywhere... we have very diff ideas... dota earlier char say i get fucked up ezily... maybe itz seems lyk it ish tt way now...

in sch zhen tell moii thingz are gg to chng we cant possibly think of still getting tgt lotz of time with sec sch frens anymore... maybe itz true bah... but just dun wanna see it happening...

wad i suggest... ppl object... yeah though i object to stuffs i dun lyk too... hao say something lyk i still young... lol... yeah i'll try to grow up n dun think of tt impossible thingz... tt idea struck mi at sec 4? laugh if euu guyz wan... haiz...

haiz... n why dun ask all to come neh... i mean we are better frens arh... itz lyk this ttz why got this light/dark faction de lor... haiz... bu shou... bu shou... haiz... then why not we settle once n for all... dna got who n not just some not sure de lor... then next time we call just call all those within nah... itz not only asking ppl euu shou with... euu are a gd fren of mine... i also wanna call some i gd with de arh tt euu also know... all get tgt la... we used to play bball tgt also... dunno wadz the prob also... haiz...

i dunno euu are just cock or saying the truth... i am noisy... n lol... go complain in ur blog... well maybe without moii ard lesser trouble can get thingz done faster...

watched the ou xiang ju... felt so hurt when thot of some of the stuffs... itz felt lyk some1 sqeezed my heart... n something linking it travels to my eyes... but i shall not cry... i told myself... probably i cant dun cry anymore ever... but at least dun just let off when tt feeling come...

room done...

2006-04-19T23:29:00.000-07:00

yeah... i'm done with my room after 2 hrs... bloody hell... so tired nah... eyes rrly close half le... haha...

*Yawnz* hmmm blogging actively neh... coz rrly nutting to do... dun wan DotA liao... coz i DotA=slp at 3=tmr go sch slp=get suck grades=sianz... ya so blog neh... take lesser time neh...

tmr ish a sucky day... long long day... sure tire moii out sia...

*lala land... yeah... tata...*

haiz... moii baddie...

2006-04-19T20:45:00.000-07:00

haiz... dun lyk it at all... itz lyk i have the word baddie carved on moii face...

am so tired... giving up ish just soo much ezier... lOl... dunno... thot of 4getting about it tt time... glad tt i tried... but think tt thingz are getting on quite gd neh... then ok nor...

am so tired... haha this time phsically neh... i wanna slp... haiz...

boiboi cannot cry de lors...

sch...

2006-04-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

sch reopen... lots happen be4 tt... life ish in a mess... i'm 17... dun think reached tt maturity to handle it well...

though explanation has been made... *there ish no need for explanation... ur frens wun need it n ur enemies wun believe it*... felt tt it was useless... no more sry... itz not tt i dun feel sry... itz since it cant save euu from the hurt nor can it remove the scar on ur heart... i will try n i hope i can bring back tt smile across ur face again...

jia you ^_^

sch reopen le... 1st day saw lots of ppl i know... though most were hi byes... but glad to see them... i'm in SP for a yr le... over the yr i am sure i got see them be4... just tt they are passer bys n wun go rmb them... but now... coz of a FO Camp... i know them... at least their name... n wad choon long says... hope tt we GMs at least see each other in sch will hi... suddenly rrly know lotz of ppl... now i understand why last time zhen in sch go lunch break will keep hi here hi there know so many ppl le... lOl... out of so many hi's to so many ppl these 2 dayz... wai wai trademark hi always gimme tt smile on my face... lOl... she so happy to make her always cold cold de fren smile sia... lOl...

sch... busy again... so tiring... reach home later than my dad from work... haiz... tired... n my room ish fcuking messy! i wan time off to clean my room! zZz... haiz... coz new sem mah wanna a cleaner room... so when needed can put this lap elsewhere to use the table for work n place to put my notez!!... the TIME ish stacking so high up on my table... see le also sianz... haiz... n so many wires tangling... haiz... got my com de... internet de... charger de... fan de... table lamp de... wireless headphone de... charger for my AAA batt de... whao... haiz...

thanx zhen...

2006-04-16T03:05:00.000-07:00

thanx zhen... u couldnt be more timely sia... play DotA also nv see u so zhun... lOl... follow my fate n destiny? fate n destiny...

so many thingz to write...

2006-04-16T00:54:00.000-07:00

was quite got nutting to do... read some of my earlier posts... i started lyk a yr ago liao... whao... dint realise time past so fast... started with nutting to do then come blog blog... n itz lyk 2weeks update once? hmmm... then now started to update more... dint thot tt i could mantain this blog for 1yr le...

so many things happened these 2 days... moii life ish in a mess now...

Nv err...

2006-04-16T00:45:00.000-07:00

Nv err... u might nv get a 2nd chance...

DnA

2006-04-13T22:53:00.000-07:00

Devils and Angels dont and never will co-exist as an entity... this was from jing n jon... well i guess jing came up with it... well in a sense yesh... but why cant it also mean tt although we have differences lyk Devils n Angels... but we are tgt against the odds? erm... something litt...

ok wad jon says do make sense... in a sense yesh... i know there sort of seems to be 2 factions... well i think we shuld have more big gathering tt involve evry1! coz i dun think tt'z a very gd idea to sort of have some 2 factions... lOl... though i'm happy tt i'm at the light/angel/heaven side... lOl... i'm at the gd side... haha...

hmmm... hey jing i think u got fuck mi be4 also right... i mean i cant recall any certain incident right now tt u fucked mi but there's this time u play bball real rough... well... ya... we're not some 3 yr old kid... hey i dun wan fren u liao... yesh we rain our fucks on each other... but hey... itz not tt we'll bear tt grudge rite... i guess... wad we do rmb ish more of time spent tgt bah... toopidx n funny things we did...

well n ur blog... it took mi lyk 10sec to figure out htennek actually meant kenneth... did it comes from char... he used to put his nick as rettiuq to cover up his nick as a quitter in DotA... well hey its not as if i cant let thingz go man... why after tt post every1 was telling mi let it go... i did say tt in tt post... i let it go long ago liao...

hmmm... think tt evry1 did put in some effort... yeah... hao put in effort to wake up at 6am after slping for just 3hrs to call huang wake up but hey he did come... it was a 1hr journey to come n another hr back...

n... OMG... onikage... ur post rocks man... lOl... whao i guess u ppl had a some sort of msn conver to came out with all these man... the following came from his blog n i reproduce it with his permission... lOl...
We have not lost FAITH.
We are still looking for ways to revive this situation.
It's not like we have given up totally.
But, do not forget that devils have angel's origins.
(I guess or rather they have the same origin)
To create shadows, we will need a light source.
Compromising is a very important.

hmmm... n jin... thanx... dun think tt u enjoy DotA in the past but recently u try to learn the 1 of the few thingz we still do tgt n can agree on... thanx for the effort...

haiz... n wtf ish wrong with u guyz name... jin... jing... only 1 word diff... jin n jon also... n there's this jian... jia... jun... n all the haos... i think 1 call 1 hao=3ppl sia... wtf... n perhaps gor which ish lyk ji something? erm... ok not very nice...

well it does not means tt i think thingz are tt bad... just tt wasnt tt gd as be4 but i guess we are better than a lot of others? at least we trash things out right... yeah we trash it out... sort it out... address it n i guess we're gonna get better...

well i guess this whole thing meant tt we gonna get tgt more as a whole grp... not 2 factions with some going to cafe cartel to eat without asking us or mi at least n some going out somewhere else without calling the others... well next time we go out just call every1 else bah dun assume tt the others wun wan to go or wad bah...

yeah n i talked to oni... well i guess we agree tt we gonna compromise n do thingz tt maybe u dun rrly lyk but letz just go n accompany each other... u would wan otherz to accompany u to do thingz u wanna do right... maybe go bball with hao... skating with oni n watching some eng films with jon n jing? i dun rrly know wad else u guyz lyk... lOl... n u could expect them to accompany u to do something u would wan to do too...

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Yeah Fucks... Fucks... Fucks...

2006-04-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

Jing told us this... dint know this ish wad frens are for... to rain ur Fucks on them... lOl... coz i think i fuck them in my mind ten times each today... lOl...

yeah i always have late nitez... so itz wasnt ez for mui to wake up in the morning to go for bball... n i dun damn fucking love to play bball... i just play here n there ish quite ok for mui... sometimes dun feel lyk getting up so early in the morning after a late nitez to go for bball la...

i slpt 3am yest n wake up lyk 8 30... haiz... so tired la... but i make it a point to get up n go for the bball... i know u lyk to play bball... i dun mind... but i dun love it till i will play 1-2 time a week... i rrly very sianz to climb out of my bed every bball morning de lor... but i know... ttz the few chance of us getting tgt... n i dint wanna disappoint u... i know itz not fun to 2v2 or even worst! play alone! but i did try my best this hols le... wad did i get? this damn thing has been ard for 3 yrs... yesh i dun damn bloody organize 1 too but when i ask for u guyz opinions itz always so -ve... no1 wanna go... dun lyk to go? so u guyz think i fucking love to bball? no i aint... itz suck man to see this... i wanna go home slp... i dun wanna go... i nutting to buy... u think i'm not damn bloody tired? have i nv go shopping when i have nutting to buy to just pei u to buy ur shoe?!

if no1 gonna compromise we aint going anywhere! dont u guyz get it... we talk for 2 hrs today... trying to get to something we all can go or wan to go... zoo... beach... skate... pool... wad did we miss? he cant this he cant tt... haiz...

guyz dun tell mi wad i wrote ish not very nice of mi or wad... i just trying to get this fuck out...

sry jing i dint realise ish u cant go not u dint wanna go... sry about it...

1 of the thingz of DnA i rmb... there's this time huang go wake gor up in hall for fun n gor give him a punch in the stomach without another word... tt incident i always think tt gor ish a bit hot tempered though itz huang's fault in the 1st place... but after wad happen today... start to think tt who can u blame but urself to go n wake him up for fun... lOl... plz... wake a person up by tapping him on his back when needed lyk u guyz are leaving... wad u did today was not the fucking way to wake a person up...

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2nd post of the day...

2006-04-09T08:42:00.000-07:00

ok... 2nd post for the day... coz i saw hao blog... n thot of a lot of thingz...

ken... again? i know u wun see this post... but just wanna let it out... u still rmb? i think u were the centre of this frenship... u were... so many thingz tt happened in the past tt i will NV forget... SO MANY... just today how we say tt charlin was trying to save zhen siong but was actually pushing him down... i told jing... just lyk tt time u told jing to be careful of tt poo poo but was actually pushing him to it... it has been for 2 yrs! but i nv forget them... u know... so many of us... i believe wad eva i dint put into my memory about us ish in u guy'z memories n tgt ish our memories...

well u told hao u guyz were gd fren... well... gd fren? yeah... in a sense tt we used to be very gd buddies so the frenship wun drop to being a normal fren bah... yesh... u came today... but i can see! on hao face... his disappointment... u n gordon... gordon was slping there... dunno to laugh at him or wad... n u just sit there... u ask mi... wad to give for hao bday? i told u i think wad hao wan best ish not something we can buy... itz time tgt... yupz... i know u try... yesh... i understand u have other commitments then ish more impt than us... i respect tt... coz itz ur life... ur choice... but how can i feel nutting when i look at thingz now n when i think about the past?

heard tt u going overseas again... u know tt DnA oversea trip II... i dunno about the other guyz... at least i feel tt although i enjoy tt trip... just feel tt somethingz ish missing without u ard... u know when we start to go out without u... it feels so weird n something ish missing... n always sad tt u arent there... until 1 time... i was asking hao how many ppl going for tt movie... i felt tt the no. was right... until i think more about it then i realise u not going...

we started to get used to going out without u le...

i just saw a blog... set up by a class... or rather by a person who dint wan to see their class vapourise... tt'z the word he/she use... i read the post... most were gatheringz... they have been apart for more than a yr... lyk us... but i'm so shocked by the frequency of their gatherings... they are a class... not even a handful of very gd frens... but they are so bent on staying tgt... i must say... not every 42 ppl in the class dint wan to see the class vapourise... a lot dun rrly care if the class vapourise... but... they are just a class... our class have 43 ppl... i dun rrly mind if i dun ever get to see some of the otherz... we are a grp of frens who used to see each other 7 dayz a week... rmb? though we are not vapourising i must say n not quite near... but... can see tt the get tgt now ish nutting compared to last time in sch... red cros... bball...

i still rmb... we know after sec sch nutting will be the same again... every1 told us tt... our parents... siblings... they say tt after u go to poly u will have frens in poly n u will hang out with them n less with ur sec sch fren... then army... then work... by tt time ur sec sch fren will be just hi-bye frens... n we say tt we wun let tt happen... or rather i only rmb mi n gordon talking about it... lOl... we say nvm we will go out often even after poly... well to a certain extent i think we are doing great... but where ish ken? lOl...

u know ken... i nv hope or wad tt u will spend more time with us... i know it'z not going to happen though everytime we going out... i will ask hao wad about ken? if he nv call u i will ask if u can make it... i nv assume u cant coz i dint wan to miss any chance... hao always laugh at mi saying forget it la... he cant make it de la... i used to hope a lot n always wish tt u can make it until i think i start to face the reality tt it will nv happen...

i know u got thingz more impt to u than us... tt has overtake us long ago... u treat them as much better frens than us long ago le... but i think we nv treated u anything lesser than be4... u know tt feeling to treat some1 as such a gd fren of urs but u know to him u are not as great a fren of his...

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K Box!

2006-04-09T05:10:00.000-07:00

ok here blogging coz every1 not home yet... nutting to do... waiting for game... zZz...

ok today K Box!!! mui 1st time ya... lOl... then meet 11... 10 30 hao call mui ask mui wake up liao not... i say ya... u woke mui up... lOl... bath all these chiong arh then reach ard 11 15... hmmm... i just reach only lehz... 1st song ask mui sing Feng liao... hmmm then overall sang quite a lot... think the amount of Jay song we sing can open a concert liao... lOl... more than 10 sia... Jay... Jay... n Jay... his songs nice... n... hao ish soo power i think he sing Jay's song rrly power... guo ran you lian guo... his voice i think nice lehz n smooth... i think mui voice quite coarse... then sing those kp song lyk numb then ok... lOl... then hor... gor n ken... Zzz no sing de.. gor there slping la... then jing always sing those weird song nv hear be4 de... then he sing halfway we skip to next song liao... lOl... hmmm... find 1 time go again lehz i think rrly nice...

after tt was bball... lOl... i think ard 3rd game nia zeng siong fly liao... all char fault la... soo fat... still go bang ppl... lOl... his fly ish lyk land flat on grd la... wadz the worst part? there's a pool of water... wtf then his clothes damn dirty lor... then we 1 man down liao... haiz... then next few games all play with other ppl... i go join in play a while... 2nd game nia... i go for rebound land on opp. feet... then a very clark! clark!... then land on grd liao... haiz... i was lyk wtf... i hear tt bone clark sound... think this sprain mui leg gone liao la... eh... then quite ok nehz i sit there a while to rest then hao help mui up i go beside rest liao... very fast i think feeling better le then go shoot shoot ball at the other court liao... then ken playing halfway shout over ask mui how i feeling... i also think very lOl lehz... lyk mui sprain i sh fake de... soo fast recover liao... lOl... but very fast feel the pain le... then rest a while nor... then play less physical de lyk abc n man jiang... hmmm not bad nah mui shooting got improve a bit... coz i always play inside de then dun need know how to shoot just rebound n qie ban... then last game they 3v3 then char hurt his eye... coz i feeling better le mah then hand itchy then faster sub him... lOl... then very crucial part lor... last ball i shoot at a bit behind the free throw line there when the clock ticked at 0.4 sec left... the ball hit the ring n... tak.. tak.. tak.. in!!! woot... lOl... ok a bit of talk cock... coz both side 10-10 mah then last ball le... then opp. off. 1st... then they got a few off. rebound... we def until very scared they shoot in... then lucky out of bounds then jin hao pass to mui bah... then i shoot nor... just hear tt some1 commented... ta jing ran zai zhi sheng xia ling dian si miao de shi jian tou lan... then the ball went in nor... lOl... soo happy nehz coz mui shooting improve... n i scored the last ball... lyk the sound when the ball goes in...

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DotA 5v4 win n Ice Age II... & 2 yrs le...

2006-04-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

yeah today slp lyk 4 hrs? jokes... slpt late last nite coz DotA... then today so early pia up for the Gems... then nv slp liao... haiz... then slack at home till 2 go pei hao eat lunch... had ban mian... haha... must be wondering so wad... why have to mention tt... lOl... coz it'z my 1st time eating ban mian... lOl... coz everytime i will choose other thingz over ban mian then lyk today i see every other food till i sianz so eat ban mian nor... lOl...

k... after tt go gor hse... play DotA... again... lOl... bs... fun lehz... quite ownage... can say tt game no mi=lose... coz 4v5 then only mi dmg can make it... n ish lyk my item not bad la so battle my dmg makes a diff man... fun... yeah after tt gor play omni... a bit ownage also... lOl...

hmmm... J8 later with mi hao gor char jing jin n... aileen... lOl... erm... 7 boi... lOl... just got a feeling ppl will look at her n hmmm... 6 boi 1 gal... lOl lehz... but we treat as 7 boi nah... lOl... Ice Age II... not bad nehz just think tt the plot not strong enough... lOl... n gor go bang into the pillar... last time we go he nearly kana hit by door... this time he go bang pillar... lOl...

hmmm... DotA at hp... lOl... dun litt lehz ppl challenge us 4v5 lehz... they sb naix bf sk... we ds sk qop lich sf... hmmm... drag till 1hr 40min... i dv ag liao then push 1 time mid throne liao... they siao la all 4 gg dv ag... zZz... then lyk we hard to play nor... haiz... n they duper no respect for us... keep chase us till bush there treat there lyk their base litt... ttz called retribution... lOl... but we win nah... dun litt lehz... ds... sny mkb dv ag... lOl... yeah tt ds ish mui... haha...

8.4.2006
2 yrs liao... fast? not rrly nah can see tt rrly got 2 yrs passing... lOl... not rrly slow or long too coz can still rmb 2 yrs ago wad happen... lOl... 2 yrs nehz... so many thingz happened n can happen nah... hmmm...

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hmmm... just another day...

2006-04-06T10:39:00.000-07:00

hmmm... today go pool then DotA at pavillion... lOl the game was fun... hao OWNAGE!!! 22-0... wtf... holy shyt... lich 22-0... lOl... n1 la hao... keep dk sia... mui veno... haiz still ok i think something lyk 12-4... lOl... we damn no manners n no respect for opp. sia... forgot wadz the overall score liao but rmb tt they was pathetic... the rk was a joke... he came out lvl 1 no item i thot he gonna roh... then i wha... keep on wanna kill him with lich... then after 20 min he still no item... i was lyk... ok... he wasnt going for roh... he's just a noob dun even know wad to buy... lOl... end game he 1 broadsword... lOl... end game we treat their base lyk ours sia... no humilate them lyk siao... lOl... tt rk also joke... 1 of the thing he did... we 4 hitting 1 tower n lotz of creep ard... he go tele to the tower kana rape lyk made... lOl...

haiz... just another day... later eat n chill a bit... haiz... hols are ending le... sch reopen gonna bz n sianz again... hols also sianz... this need a balance i think... maybe 1 day sch 1 day hol will be gd... haiz... too much sch ish boring... too much hols ish boring too... haiz...

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CLS FO Camp 06/07

2006-04-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

yeah... ok itz my time to blog about the camp le... after reading so many entries by other ppl about the camp i realise they either summarise everything to a merely few paragraph coz there'z A LOT of thingz to write or either go write some thousand word essay... ok n i think mine will be tt kinda thousand word 1 coz as u can see I haven even write anything about the camp n itz lyk 100 words liao...

ok... itz a 4dayz 3 nitez camp... wtf... so long... coz got 1 day prep camp mah... seniors must go prepare the thingz n dry run the game 1st n get lotz of debrief from our head to take note of lotz of thingz... lOl...

1st day... walking to CLS side... then saw wai seen... hui zhen n yoshika... i still lyk myself always cold n low... then i think wai seen trying to brighten mi up bah... lOl... 2 index fingers on her cheek n hi to mi... lOl... smile back lor... (", starting the Grp Leaders teach us the Game Masters some ice breaking games... we were treated lyk freshies sia... lOl... n the ice breaking games quite a failure... not tt the game was bad or GL was bad... itz tt my grp GMs almost all from my class... all I know for 1 yr liao break wad ice? lOl... got 1 game ish u must say ur name n say the names of the ppl beside u... so easy la... itz lyk we nv think just blah blah blah... those in the grp not in my class de sadz sia cant catch a thing... then play some other game... lyk 3 games? i try to win all the game la or rather not lose coz dun wan do forfeit mah... but a bit buay song lehz... coz end up my grp enthu all go do forfeit... n i was lyk ok... if u made the game diff till cant complete n make us lose then forfeit i nutting to say coz ttz wad he GMs do to the freshies... but if I manage to not lose the game n still ask mi do forfeit ttz a bit off la... haiz... mi rrly a bit AP... but well who cares...

after tt ish debrief n debrief n debrief from our GM head... i suggested tt he book a LT la... got chair n air con... much better ritez... sit on floor not comfy n block ppl way some more... got microphone then he dun need raise his voice till he no more voice sia...

hmmm... then there are some dry run of the games n such... later at nite we went out go clementi for my grp go shopping for 1 of the telematch... we were supposed to buy those disgusting n smelly thingz lyk vinegar... flour... sauces... fermanted tofu... century eggs... thingz lyk tt... coz tt telematch ish to let the freshies throw these at each other then the grp tt ish the dirtiest get to bath 1st coz limited toilet mah then must facilitate the time...

1 thing worth mentioning about this camp... i think my temper is quite gd le as compared to sec 2... or rather very gd... then prep camp nitez ish 1 of the few time i blast sia... ok... it goes lyk this... its time to bath n i went to the toilet n see lotz of ppl there so i decided to go bball court which ish nearby to lie down n look at the stars... after which lyk 15 min i think should be lesser ppl le i go... then lingg tell mi tt the gals are using the boys toilet to bath with guyz beside... lOl... i was very excited so i rush there... then wad she say was half true... coz the boy's toilet ish bigger than the gal's... got 2 parts n itz interlinked in the middle... the galz took the bigger 1... so when i reach there most of the guyz have bath finish le... then i go use lor... quite sadz leh the galz are just ritez beside lehz... so tempting... lOl... ok... then i just go in into the cubicle only... 1 guy came into the toilet n say... eh... u guyz bath finish liao not... then yong zhen reply still got 1 more... then he say eh ask him go the downstairs 1 lehz leave this for the galz... n... i start to boil liao... zhen then help mi reply tt i start to bath liao... then i lyk say quite loudly la... eh this ish a boy's toilet la can u give mi the least respect and use a boy's toilet? ok... i was pretty boil up le... dunno why... then all the guyz they finish le then nvm i wanna bastard them i take my own sweet time... bath bath bath... itz lyk i quite pathetic le lehz... i wanna wash face also must go use shower wash coz the basins are over at the side the gal's using... nvm... then i wash my feet... wash wash wash... then finally 2 galz n yong zhen came into my side le... zhen ask mi eh u done liao not the galz wanna use... i was lyk i dunno lehz i just feel lyk bastard them... then smile smile... 1 of them said eh u finish liao not the galz wan to bath lehz... then they dint know i foul mood mah then joke ard tell yong zhen tt i hang with him long liao then learn from him arh bath finish also dun wanna leave... then nvm i pack up n go... then i keep diao at the 2 galz la they was lyk kaoz why always give this kinda of unfrenly look... then got some guyz outside helping the galz to stop guyz going into the boy's toilet accidently... then at outside zhen ask mi wadz wrong then i blast at zhen... lOl... sry lehz zhen... ok i shouted fucked up la... wad u think those galz inside are doing... they are chit chatting lor... this ish a boy's toilet lehz n i was kana chased out litt... wtf... ok i think at tt point of time pretty shocked a few of them... ok later i go back bunk slp le... ok... reasonz i was so fucked up... this ish a boy'z toilet n i was chased out by galz... this ish a camp... if u wanna enjoy ur shower for fuck sake go resort or wadeva dun come to a camp n expect to bath for half an hr... are u showing tt galz are weaker or wad? guyz can bath 5min... why galz cant? dun come tell mi galz got more thingz to clean hor... u have 2 boobs dun i have 2 balls? zZz...

ok... 2nd day of camp... the freshies arrive!... yeah... n quite a bad nite... feeding the mosquitoes n so hot n stuffy... nvm... the freshies had their ice breaking games with their papa n mama... think quite sweet lehz to call the GLs papa n mama... then I sit there look look lor since now GMs still nutting to do... then I saw jia wen! dunno she rmb mi not... some1 from FDIC 03... lOl... ok then there's this thingz in my mind... those freshies might be thinking who are these ppl crowding ard... look so free... nutting to do... lyk all eating snake litt... lOl...

ok then set off for labrador campsite le... yesh... holds lotz of memories with DnA for Red Cross Camp there... so proud of the wall we painted... lOl... ok... we settle into our bunks le then start to plan for telematch 1... my game was trustfall... yesh... i rmb tt now... lOl... there was 5 grps mah then i was the game IC... for the 1st 4 grps when i brief them about the game i keep on 4getting my game name la then they have to remind mi... for the 5th grp finally sia i rmb... itz trustfall! dunno why keep thinking test of faith when talking about this game name... trust n fall these 2 words just dun link in my mind sia... ok... this ish how the game goes... 1 guy supposed to be in the middle... then he will fall down then his grp member will support him n push him ard to other grp members... the game ish fun lehz but u must trust ur teamatez la... i demo demo demo till i super relac la... got 1 time 1 of the guy nearly cant catch hold of mi lehz the angle of mi n the grd was lyk 10 degrees la but he still use all he might to push mi up sia... though there's this 1 time i fall all the way down lOl... the guy dint catch mi... but nvm... zhen say i was gd... i trust until i go all the way down... lOl...

ok... later in the afternoon we had the dry games... which ish rrly dry... not tt it does not involve water... itz DRY! so dry n boring... i explain till so boring till i ask other ppl to explain the game for mi n the game lyk suck leh i think... haiz... can see tt the freshies not rrly enjoying themselves la... but sort of lyk the forfeit... which ish the galz will lie on the floor with a grape in their mouth... the guy ish supposed to do push up to get the grape n eat it... 1 of the grp not enough guyz then i join in... think the gal i take the grape from not chio 1... cant see properly coz very dark then no light n ish lyk the push up ish do opp. direction as the gal ish lying...

hmmm... then the 5th grp dunno why so long then come to my station... while wating zhen was slping on the floor there la... in the middle of no where sia... then every1 walk past will take a glance... so lOl...

ok then we gather at shear's bridge to go back campsite... the bus so long... then while waiting we did a super duper big billy banja... dunno spell correct or not but ish pronouced litt... super big la... every1 ish involve lehz... every time i see them do i also wanna join in de... but itz lyk always no my business mah join in so weird... coz i think very fun lehz... then ish my 1st time doing it also... very excited then i dunno anything mah faster ask hui zhen teach mi... lOl... the seniors are in the centre... then the GMs... then the freshies... so fun n nice... (",

haiz... when we went back itz lyk so late la... then our GM head told us tt the nite walk might be cancelled coz it might not be very safe... then told us to vote see if we wanna go ahead with it not coz ish we organise de mah... then i think i wan la coz nite walk ish 1 of the highlights mah i feel... but if we vote for nitewalk then we have to sacrifice our slping time coz we need to last min go recci see how'z the place n where to set up our station all these stuffs mah... then we were asked to close our eyes n vote lor... then after tt we were told tt the vote favoured the nitewalk... then the seniors come tell us... ge gan la... go vote wan... now less time to slp liao la... then we all 1 big grp go lor... itz not tt near la walk till quite tired... then reach there also walk walk ard the place for 1hr nia... then settle where our station would be n stuffs litt then we go back le...

reach back so tired n dirty la... then too lazy bath le la... just go slp... nxt day morning wake up then bathed...

3rd day... we had wet games... yeah... wet games... so fun... evelyn was game IC then i much free le... then i keep splash water at freshies lor... so fun... though i got all wet also but nvm... i think itz fun... the more they pour at mi the more high i am lehz... lOl... then assistant camp chief come our station... so dry la... then i sneak attack her... take 1 pail n splash... then she was lyk... zZz... the 1st to attack her then war liao... lOl... dunno why I think itz so fun la but hor some of the freshies face very black lehz when i pour at them... the 198cm gaint freshie super black face de lehz... then nvm lor... u black face i pour more lor... lOl... i was trying to make them high la coz come camp must high then fun mah... hmmm... then itz again the 5th grp so long de... then while waiting i take a pistol shoot at rubina... ok... this ish the 2nd time in camp i feel fucked up... i shoot shoot a bit at her legz nia... coz she cant play water... u know... galz... then she take a rifle shoot back at mi... then kaoz... kana raped... 1st pail down my back la... then i sit there close eyes count... 1 pail... 2 pail... 3 pail... 4 pail... wtf... kana 4 pailz then i thot they wanna play liao mah then i wanna fire back they there shouting NO... NO... she cannot play water... i was lyk wtf... u splash mi can i splash u cannot... FUCK! FUCK u galz la... O... I have periods... cant play water... FUCKING lame excuse... u cannot go swim or wad ok... i understand... u cannot get wet ish a fucking excuse... bo bian... wad can i do... just bear with it lor... then suddenly i very sexist la... the 1st time i was fucked up also coz of galz... 2nd time also... O... i am gal u know... u must let mi... go fuck off...

ok... hmmm... then later was telematch 3... all those gross thingz they thowing at each other... lOl... lucky i was not involve... just sit beside there watch them play... then after they finish... hui zhen walk to mi n pia... go slap mi at my back... her hands was dirty with all those stuff mahs... ok then yoshika see le also... pia... ok... then i thot a bit nia nvm... then wtf... super smelly la... 2 slapz nia lehz n the smell ish wtf... kaoz... was wondering how those freshies smells sia... then bo bian lor need chng clothes...

hmmm... after tt was campfire... sing songs... quite nice... for this camp all along i very cold n low de... but by this time i was more high le... think this camp chng mi a little bah... ok... quite high la... the usual mi will just sit there n day dream... but i got sing n join in the fun lehz... hmmm... lyk try to make the freshies higher n join in the songs la... if i know the lyrics better then itz will be better... if not i also mumble mumble dunno how to sing... got the frenship dance la... which ish lyk lOl... dunno how to dance... 1st few times so cock up... lOl... then learn lor then know how to dance le then quite fun... then got a song very long the but also very nice then lyk it a lot... coz very long mah... then got some parts ish keep repeating de then will start to learn how to sing... know how to sing then nice le lor... ok... guyz... out of these songs... father abrahim... my fav... coz red cross camp got sing mah... then so fun all of us lyk idiots... jumping ard shaking head n butt down there blah blah blah... lOl...

then after tt ish shim's nite... quite funny... got 1 very fat... lOl... shim's nite ish guyz posing as galz la... wearing galz undies... n balloons as boobs... all these lor... then GLs send peter... lOl... his/her undies ish the nicest de but boobs a bit small then very slim n no hair very nice... lOl... then the seniors wanna play him/her mah then lyk see lyk he wanna cry liao... lOl...

after tt was nite walk... siao de... 1 30 am to 4 30 am nite walk at labrador park... how they plan de... then we have a station there lor... then freshies are supposed to come find us n play our game... finish le then get a clue from us go save their kidnapped papa n mama... we there hidding for 2 hrs la no1 managed to find us then all the while i slp n slp n slp lor... think this camp improve my slping skills to slp anytime... anywhere... without bathing super dirty i also dun care go bed slp liao lor... lOl... then till sianz we come out find the freshies to play the game... lOl... then no1 complete the task of finding their papa n mama... think they very sadz lehz... their kias nv save them... then go back campsite... no bath... slp...

4th day... was chosen to play captain's ball for the GMs team... haiz... my team got yong zhen n alven... 2 national basketball players... lOl... play 2 match... 1 against GLs... which ish lyk no kick coz zhen n alven so power... the GLs they train de la but also lose to use... then think a lot of injuries in the GLs team then they very buay song say we play very rough... yong zhen lehz... so big size... jupiter n pluto crash of coz ish pluto fly la... then also not jupiter's fault lehz... u can choose not to go for the ball de... then vs seniors team... haiz... knew will lose... in history seniors have nv lose be4... all so big size... all over 20 liao... even their galz also 2 times our galz... haiz... somemore judge ish seniors... how to lose...?

then go back sch... break camp... debrief... the usual mi will just sit there slp... dun care... but this camp chng mi a bit lor... then i gave quite some comments i have la for this camp... can see the otherz very tired n just wanna go off lor... haiz... then when going off saw jia wen then go up say hi lor see if she still rmb mi not... her mama ish lingg... then lingg told mi tt jia wen say i looked ugly... wtf... haiz... looked... as in tt time FDIC 03... i was ugly... wtf... nvm... which also means i am shuai now... (", then can see the freshies very high lehz keep cheering n cheering n cheering... glad to see them so high n happy...

hmmm... then home sweet home n end of this camp... ya... every1 was saying about sweet memories n such... memories... to some ish lyk memories are just like the clouds in the sky... they come and go... only the sky itself remains... some will say i will nv forget this wonderful memories... to mi... memories... memories... the present pass so fast tt all ish memories just lyk tt... ya... i have lotz of memories so nice... be it DnA... this camp or Red Cross... memories... in some ways to mi will only make u more sadz coz itz reminds u tt the past ish so happy... n now thingz have all chnged n nv be lyk the past... DnA stuffs lyk 2 yrs ago le... though we still hang out frequently... but most stories of DnA was about 1-2 yrs ago... in Fusion n when we having our super long hols... Red Cross... the best memories are all about 3 yrs ago when every1 ish so enthu about Red Cross... so fast... all those are past... memories... nv the same again... c'mon guyz... if u happen to read this... letz make more stories of DnA...

total word count for this post... excluding this line... :3356

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Overnite Game Trial n Campsite Recci?

2006-03-28T08:48:00.000-08:00

whao lyk quite some time no blog le rather busy n tired these few dayz hardly get a rrly gd slp...

hmmm... there's this overnite game trial in sch... then lyk nite walk was lyk till 3am la... then lyk after tt go bath... go slack at bunk which ish lyk so super damn hot uncomfortable n stuffy... tt every1 take a chair n go corridor there talk... then i go buy cup noodle from vending machine then walk walk sit down watch stars... then go club hse slp where got air con though end up a bit cold... then lyk 1 hr nia i slp then wakey le... then got play cap ball n i play as defender i clean sheet wor... 5-0... sadz for opp. lyk i no respect lehz 1 ball also nv let in they sadedz... lOl...

ok then there's this time i suddenly damn slpy la then go slp a while lyk 15min i guess then i was woke up by a cleaner i guess ard 11pm+ i guess... hmmm... come to think of tt so late le why he haven go home sia... lOl... then lyk tired then wake up so suddenly then lyk head very pain lor... then go club hse outside there sit... then suddenly our CLS club president n 1 senior which i later know as big bear n aaron come sit beside mi... aaron ask mi eh u ok not then i just say erm okok... just a bit headache then he give mi Vicks which after eating makes mi feel better... then all along tt big bear keep... yo... shuai ge... wadz wrong with u... lOl... itz lyk mi headache mah then i massaging my head mah then he keep following wad i do... then he also put his hands at his head there lor... then got otherz ard mah then ask him dun disturb mi la then he say something lyk eh we 3 shuai ge talking dun interupt lehz... then wai seen was lyk eEe... only he shuai hao bu hao which ish lyk refering to mi... lOl... ok... then ever since tt he see mi 1 time gimme tt action as in the hand at the head there which ish lyk to him as cool... n keep say shuai ge ni hao yi dian le mah... lOl...

hmmm... then the nite walk tt time my station was the 1st station... then after the GLs finish our station i decided to follow them to other stations n not go bath... then lyk along the route too many 'ghosts' le la... the GLs also travel in such a big grp till no1 ish scared lor... then at 1 point of time i was so sianz n sticky then i just walk alone back to club hse from T1 there... a bit scary lehz coz alone mah... but V. happy tt i finish it la not tt i came out alive la... lOl.. ish lyk eh i dare to walk alone la... maybe a lot of ppl dare also but just think tt rrly quite scary then i can walk alone lor... hmmm n along the way look at the sky very clear lor then see the sky a bit reddish n a bit purplish very nice colour then got a lot of starts so nice... (",

hmmm... there's this time we go campsite there to look at the environment there lor... then go look for the wall painting we left there... wha tt camp was lyk so fun la n so nice n so many memories... n think of tt mi n hao always same grp de lyk Red Cross got 2 camps both also same grp as him somemore slp in the same tent sia then charlin n ken always da same grp... lOl... then i walk walk a bit feel slpy again... lOl... then sit at the hole in the wall between the corridor n the canteen there to slp mah... then i slpy slpy saw 2 gals walk towards mi... then i close my eyes then after tt heard tt they walk past mi then i feel some1 pinch my cheeks la... LOL... i dun even know them man... but i dint care or too tired to react just go back n slp... lOl... think they from NJC coz saw NJC ppl there having camp... lOl...

then after tt go labrador park go walk walk also then 13 ppl go lehz... wad a nice no. la... lOl... last time they go also 13 lehz... lOl so xie men... then the scenery quite nice lehz... then wanna read those boards there describing the battles at labrador hill for world war 2 mah... but every1 just walk then cant possibly ask them wait for mi read finish mah then have to cont walk... haiz... next time go i must read 1 by 1 the boards man... lOl...

then yesterday went charlin hse stay overnite... fun lehz... lOl... so funny... lOl... ok... then when i slping hao was playing DotA... then dunno why i was slping but heard these... 'For Lordaeron!... Foul Beast! Its my honour!' lOl.. then thot a while then realise itz DK sia... lOl then told hao i heard tt n i knew he played DK... lOl...

i see history repeating itself... i knew it coming yet cant stop it...

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Sianz...

2006-03-19T10:06:00.000-08:00

Kaoz lyk super sianz la... sick of DotA n lyk this kinda time no TV watch siaoz to go out... n lyk not my slping time yet... only can blog... lOl...

ok... went to watch V lyk erm... think lyk 2 dayz ago... ya... then lyk west mall got converse 3v3... then lyk saw those ppl there playing bball then got galz cheering for them... lOl... dunno why bballers are always more popular... lOl... though I am not tt generation le coz ish lyk during sec sch then will de... hmmm... how about a Red Cross Commander... any1? lOl...

ya... talking about V... I read itz preview in TIME... so I lyk know a bit of the movie liao... coz lyk the movie a bit chim... I think without TIME without knowing the background of the movie I more gong sia... but nice lehz I think...

haiz... dint know all this were happening... have to know it thru secondary source... haiz...

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Bugis for FO n bball...

2006-03-16T01:01:00.001-08:00

wanted to blog yesterday but too tired sia... slpt at 4 30 then wake up 8 go sch for FO debrief... then have to go bugis at 6 30 to go bugis to see our stations for the FO games... then in between nutting do also dun wan go home then go ben hse see see...

his hse nice lehz... quite big... but i lyk his 2nd floor la... so nice... the little hall so cosy... ish lyk above is glass panel then can feel the sun shine then at nite can see star star... then the sofa very cosy n nice to sit on... then got a tv there can watch... hmmm but lyk his room lyk quite empty... just a com there lor... then bed lyk only 1 pillow... so sadz... lOl...

then go bugis lyk very tired so slp on bus i think i overslpt bah... dunno lehz.. lyk 1st time sit on tt bus so also dunno where to stop... just know tt the bus go n go n go till little india then go lavender then kallang liao... then lyk a bit off liao lehz then i go off at kallang take train to bugis... haiz... sianz... the ppl there i all dun rrly know... then dun lyk tt feeling... lyk i'm not part of them though i not very interested to be part of them also... lyk i dun rrly mind alone there... but everytime ppl see mi lyk alone then try to talk to mi lyk so weird la... lyk at 1st go SP also litt... think the ppl there will think I dao bah... haiz...

then we go go find our station then the view from my station there to the city quite nice lehz... then on the way to the esplanade loong treat us to ice cream... ish the ice cream I lyk la... so happy... lOl... coz tt kinda ice cream hard to find le... itz lyk i always thot the flavours are chocolate... strawberry n vanilla... lOl... only until yesterday then I know itz not strawberry n vanilla... itz ah da chi n sweetcorn!... lOl... wtf... haiz...

then nutting le lor... then can go home le then loong ask ard who same line as mi then got a gal la... erm wtf... so akward... then he lyk push mi to go home with the gal... wtf... then when we go all down there kp... haiz... lyk also nutting much talk to her... then so akward have to lyk talk just not to make the situation tt bad... then realise she's a christian... lOl... then got more thingz to talk about liao... lOl...

then after tt go find DnA at bball court... then they playing with otherz lehz... then got mi n the 2 haos n 3 little kid... then we play 3 v 3... sianz my team 2 little kid la... wtf... but just play for fun lor also no count score... hmmm... coz i reach there very late liao ard 9 30 then a while more then lights off liao...

then at the other half court saw a couple playing bball... lyk the gal dunno how to play de la... then the guy ish lyk know a bit lor then bully the gal lyk fcuk... lyk the gal cant guard against him de mah... then he just qie n qie... lOl... but I think lyk very xing fu la... lyk though the gal lose lyk fcuk but I think lyk very happy lehz... lykz its a nice feeling la to be bullied by ur loved one... lOl... or lyk when u practicing bball ur gf will be at the side there wait for u... then u finish le got drinks n towel for u... but too bad i was nv gd at bball... the times I played bball in front of her was lyk once my appreace suck lehz though I scored for the team n play not bad... the 2nd time was lyk my skill suck la... dunno... then thot about this again so wad am I gd at... nutting much rrly... haiz...

then after tt mac... hmmm... lyk rrly think the mi in DnA n the mi with otherz ish rrly diff... lyk only in DnA there'z the real mi... lyk I was lyk 2 diff person earlier in the day at bugis n at nite with DnA... lOl...

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Canoe!

2006-03-09T06:41:00.000-08:00

ARGH... Ken u go die la... coz of a lazy no ask mi go FD com... fcuk I wanna go de la... haiz... just now go look ard other ppl'z blog lyk they always post very long de lehz... hmmm...

yesterday GM game trial... fun lehz... but at the same time a bit sianz... lOl... coz the games all are fun but u must be more play crazy then fun la... i just sit ard ppl ask mi do wad just do... then realise I super lack of exercise sia... play a while nia today my back leg the muscle their lyk very tense...

then today go canoe... sadz sia yesterday game trial i super tired liao today 8 30 climb up go canoe... fun ish quite fun la... but my wallet 1 hole liao... yesterday nite no1 pei mi dinner then only zhen can pei mi... then have to go suntec coz convenient then eat chinese restaurant... then today canoe gone 18bucks then taxi to CP then Jack's Place... ownage... tmr I think still got sakae... jokes liao... then canoe took 2 singles 1 double... single fun lehz... n sometimes thingz are just so stupid... single also so big lyk almost same size as the double la... n guess wad... single is super stable la... we last time always take doubles then quite ez to capesize lor... then single nv capesize 1... wan make itz capesize also hard... then ken jokes in the middle of sea purposely go capesize the canoe then dunno how to flip back then he n charlin there jokes... lOl... aiya so lousy 2 ppl try so long also cannot flip the canoe... I go help 1 try flip back liao... lOl... then got 1 time hao take 1 single... then 4get why liao ken also ard then wanna climb onto hao canoe... then I also ard then I join in the fun then we got 3 ppl on a single lehz jokes... super squeeze la n the canoe lyk super flooded coz 3 ppl on it... lyk almost whole thing in water liao... then we got no paddle all the paddle lying ard on the sea then we have to use our hand paddle paddle to go take the paddle... so... image how stable the single was... 3 ppl get onto it also no capesize lOl...

the wound's so deep tt attempts to treat it will only hurts more... hoping so badly for something to happen tt I know very well will nv do...

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Sianz...

2006-03-04T00:13:00.000-08:00

Hols are here but till now so sianz... normals dayz lyk go sch come back play a bit lyk time pass so fast... wish hols were here... then hols here liao also sianz... nutting do... no new games... dota also a bit sianz liao... start to play 1st hero to last hero... just finish morning tarven... think when I finish 1 cycle I can memo all heros de position liao... lOl...

Hmmm... DotA... there'z this game recently I got orange then I wan purp... then keep ask tt guy can change not... then after changing then otherz down there Eee... purp international gay colour... then I ok... ok lor I gay... I am Gay... then in game I play NS 1st nite I go hunt for quite a no. of heros liao... ds... dr... food sia... hug tower also force kill... jokes... lion n necro mid also dunno why kana dk by mi jokes... then got 1 guy say NS so gay... then I ya... I say I'm Gay liao wad... lOl...

Examz... hmmm... try not to think too much about it bah coz more i think less i enjoy this hol... so fast after hol I yr2 le... wonder wad I learn for the past yr...

Hmmm got quite some time since I last saw DnA... later bball... I wanna go out... but bball... a bit sianz lehz I not so bball freak la... haiz... rrly wanna go pool... as in swimming pool de pool... also no1 wanna go... haiz...

Now waiting for my fren host game nutting do... if not dun think I'll be blogging bah... hope this hols got more DnA chillout... hmmm...

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Its 4 n I'm blogging.. -.-"

2006-02-24T12:02:00.000-08:00

Its 4 n I'm blogging here... -.-" coming week ITM n E Maths... haiz... jing they all finish exam liao... haiz... yx go cruise back liao somemore... lOl...

Last paper was IO Chem... lOl... there's a Q. in the paper... list all possible isomers for Compound Q... I draw 12... otherz classmates draw ard 4-8 for a 3 marks Q. lOl... i went home n try to draw more... guess wad... I draw till ard 50+ n I gave up... estimated ard 80 bah for tt bloody compound... imagine I draw all 80 in the exam... wOOt...! lOl...

haiz... these few dayz DotA DotA n DotA... I've been playing for more than 1 yr liao... till dunno wad hero to play liao... think including rr I hit 1000 rounds le bah... lOl... think got 2 times i play rounds n rounds n rounds of DotA till very late till next day wake up sick... lOl... though recently play DotA hit full slots n sick items more often... but think last time play with hao they all more fun... play push 20min end game... now always play 1hr 30min game then all divine ageis... lOl...

looking on the bright side... 1 more week to hols... so wad am I gonna do... sick of all games liao... haiz...

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V Day...

2006-02-15T07:49:00.000-08:00

Study week nutting to do come here blog blog... haiz... lyk exam coming got presentation due this friday n i got a lot not done yet... but no mood do anything... gg for mi... jokes...

watched i not stupid today... nice show... watched alone so lyk keep looking ard n lyk every1 was lyk crying la... feel lyk offering tissue to them sia... lOl... our principal sadz sia... after lyk 2 yrs liao still ppl talking about tt incident... i mean i refering to tt principal hit student incident coz the show inside have mah... lOl...

n inside the show... ppl gd in blogging got prize... gd in fighting can represent sg to olympics... wad m i gd in... in studies i can only think of chem... but my recent chem test i got 34... wtf... itz lyk i only gd in tt la so i lyk cant get only ok for it lor... to mi below 40 is as gd as fail to mi le lehz... i got studied for it... dint know wad gone wrong... lyk when in sec sch... below 75 is lyk a fail to mi la... even if i get 40 not lyk i top in chem... itz just tt i got better grades in chem than my other subjects... ppl every other subject also better than mi... chem is my strongest i still lose... wtf... 49... is lyk he 80-90 for all subject la... n lyk he not a nerd lor... he can bake cake he can cook dinner he can play bball he have gf to pei n he can study... only thing he cant play com... wtf... lOl... i told him tt==> hey josh... when next time i going to have a baby i kill u 1st then u reincarnate become my son ok? but he christian say no such thing la... haiz... lOl...

this yr... our 3rd v day... thot about how we spent our past v dayz... n how i spent yesterday...

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Quarrelled...

2006-02-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

Last few dayz was new yr n such go ah mah hse lor... nutting special la... but got 1 thing happened tt made mi think...
new yr eve afternoon my ah mah called lyk ask us=> mi n bro... wanna go her hse eat lunch not... then I was lyk dun wan la I wan stay home play com till later in the afternoon then go if not go there also nutting do... so I dun wan go... then she lyk come la... here got food for u to eat... u at home no food no lunch how can... ah mah ask u come is care n concern for u... if not i dunno u i also wun care u got lunch not... okok... so just come... then I was lyk... ok... u ask mi wan to go or not... ask? u ask la... so i was given a choice... yes/no... I say no n then u say all these lyk dun give mi a choice 1 lehz... litt might as well say boi u come my hse eat lunch n ttz it... why u wan come not when in the end itz... just come... haiz... lOl...

New yr nite go watch Fearless with DnA... not bad lehz... ha... got Ken too... ya... I wore the same shirt as hao only diff colour... litt also can... we dint buy together but in the end also wear same... itz fated... be4 movie go lan... 2 games... 2nd game jokes sia... 3v5 we won but hard game... jokes... charlin lost his wallet... n today just dreamt about looking for his wallet... lOl...

Then these few dayz go hao hse lyk bai nian la... n go eat yu sheng... then got valer n daph mah... then got hao relatives... so when they come they was lyk eh whoz gf come already? then we lyk ?huh?... then O.O... then those aunt n uncle down there eh hao gf arh... lOl... jokes...

bad day... 2 yrs... 1st time we quarrelled...

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Past...

2006-01-22T08:38:00.000-08:00

Just came back home... went bball with DnA then Mac till now... tuesday got maths test n itz gg for mi 1 lor... jokes liao... wanted to study today de then end up DotA... char la... jhio mi go play... haiz... lOl... at Mac we talk a lot... all about da past wad we did... dunno why... now we always talk about the past... maybe now less go out le... then nutting to talk about... always have to talk about past wad happen... lOl... haiz... we used to hang out so much de lor... now is lyk jokes... n ya when i was at Mac... i looked ard n itz lyk well we came from diff CCA... diff class... but why we lyk so fren... though we all from 2G n 2H... but only d mi n gorddy is G de lor... otherz all H de... well sometimes we go out got zs n dan too... but itz lyk why is G+H... why not G 1 grp H 1 grp... lOl... lyk gorddy n sam diff CCA diff sec2 diff sec4... but we all fren wun lyk feel weird with each other ard n lyk dunno 1 litt... just hope tt got go out more so when we talk we wun just talk about de past... at least we can talk about thingz tt happen more recently... well... itz lyk 1 yr since sec4 le... not surprising thingz ended up lyk this... diff poly... diff course... we cant meet up everyday... every week also hard sia... dunno when... maybe 1 day... we are just gonna be hi bye frens... jokes...

everynite... less than 5min...

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Sch... Sux...

2006-01-08T07:05:00.000-08:00

Hols over... sch sucks... this term got module lyk engine maths... report writing... excel... chem process principles... such n such... haiz... ttz this day in sch I at CPPB class... suddenly very fucked up... coz before tt is E Maths... then lyk sianz study all this have dun have 1... i just wanna study chem n just chem... otherz modules lyk make mi so pissed... haiz...

Just thot of something to blog about... tt day with hao go watch magic show... after tt we haven dinner mah then go walk ard to find got place buy food not... then got 7 11... then he found a chocolate he told mi something lyk he bought 1 with charlin be4... the name is lyk call black chocolate... i not sure wad hao meant by pointing to the black chocolate n laughing at it la... lOl... i dunno dunno dunno... then i ask hao so how it taste lyk... he just simply without thinking tell mi eat le will ge jiao... lOl... something so... DnA... something our language only we will understand... lOl... then thot of a lot of thingz... a lot of thingz tt we say without having much thots tt we can understand but not others... lyk when talking about somethig to do with elements hao will always turn to mi n play the little game we always play... lOl... haiz... when'z the next time we'll be meeting... guess chinese new year bah...

Well... ok... there's this cheque i got today... a big 700 bucks on tt piece of paper... k... i gave it to my dad ask him to cash in... then i was holding the envelope for it... then my dad wanna take tt envelope from mi... i say lyk this thing no use 1 i wanna throw away liao u wan it for wad... then he say he needed something to lyk put the cheque into the envelope mah... then a thot came to mi... the envelope is made of paper n itz lyk so useless n worthless tt i gg to throw it into dustbin... tt cheque is made of paper too... but its worth 700 bucks... coz got the OUB logo on it... both paper... but the fate so diff... both so vunerable material... but the envelope is to protect the cheque from rain n such... then the cheque is to be handled with care... poor envelope... haiz... reminds mi of the blocks of zinc to corrode in place of steel in the hulls of ship... the zinc is sacrificed to protect the steel... haiz...

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Happy New Year

2005-12-31T11:36:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year every1... (",

Tired... tired... tired... sent her back home by taxi then went home on foot... haiz... ttz the gd of being a gal... tt time also went home on foot from serangoon after missing the last bus at my fren hse... tt walk took mi 1hr 20min sia... rockerz...

haha... these few dayz lyk quite happy for mi... (",

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My Bday!

2005-12-29T06:34:00.000-08:00

Yeah... today is my birthday... kinda... quite a happy day for mi... though did nutting much... (", anyway... mi 17 le... hao talking to mi about 18 is cool... i just 17 only i dun dare think about 18 arh... then lyk every1 bday also 1yr once... except for aileen... but my bday lyk always longer than other ppl de... dunno why... haiz...

King Kong... i dint wanna watch a gorilla show in the beginning... but well... dint regret... it was nice... peter jackson is... power... 1st hr is story build up... after tt it leaves u no room to breathe...

lOl... today ken did something... then mi n hao look at each other and laugh...
gordon... tuesday we went bishan trying to catch a midnite... then dunno why gordon when nearing the door so enthu wanna faster go in... then chiong towards the door... then wanna open it tt time the door auto open outwards towards gordon... then he thio chua... lOl... then we all laughing at him say this thingz will let us say for 2yrs liao...
then today same thingz happen to ken at ps also... only tt ken dint run towards the door so not so chua thio... lOl...

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Hmmm... update...

2005-12-27T11:02:00.000-08:00

Yeah update... mi last last week super busy week coz term break nearing all deadlines for projects n assginments n test all coming... so no time... last week go grandma hse stay so... lyk missing on the earth for lyk 5dayz... lOl...

Today went jon godma hse go DnA gathering... initially lyk not very happy... gorddy n jon conflict... welll... jon mi appreciate tt u take time n effort to organize this thing... but when u n gorddy kpkp tt time... u saidz something very wrong lor... we dint ask u guyz to organize this lor... so u dun say lyk we ask u organise then no help no wad only slack ard let u do all the dirty job... though itz nice of u guyz to organize this... yeah... just lyk tt... ttz wad i wanna say...

Friday went watch magic show with hao... lOl... only we 2 go all dun wan go... haiz... then end of the show... the guy preeching again we just look at each other n... c'mon letz go... haiz...

n... ken... today no ken... why?... not church... today is a tuesday... he's free... at home... he choose... not to come... n tt is... wtf... n can hear his mum... at his back... nono ken no free ken wan stay at home ken gd boy... fuck it... coz we not his church fren dun let him go out with us? fuck it... u are free... u choose not to come... coz we are fucked up with christianz...?

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Sch Suckz...

2005-12-05T06:57:00.000-08:00

Sianz... tmr got engine maths test... cant get anything into my head man... n so tired just wanna slp... haven study a damn shyt... lol... think getting tt kinda 60+ while a lot of otherz getting 90+ sianz...

Haiz... this is week 6 liao... though term break coming at week 8-9... but 1 week by 1 week also very sianz n hard to pass by... everyday 8am got class out of tt 3 dayz 5pm off... got tests... lab reports... assignments... morning still dark dark wake up go sch liao... nite dark dark then come back... wad a life... CLS=> Chemical n Life Sciences... We are the C in the CLS... we have no Life... get it?

Got home maple a bit... DotA sometimes or itz rrly late liao cant do much... eat... no need do wad go slp liao... haiz...

But I got a Mad Scienctist as my lecturer for MicroBiology... his lecture is something mi looking forward to everyweek la... talk those stupid thingz... lol...
eg: there's this time we doing pract for growing of bacteria culture... there'z this bacteria culture shiny... slivery... metallic... green colour... then the lecturer say this bacteria culture looks lyk some metal arh... can try to extract metal from this culture... only tt trying to extract metal from this culture is as gd as trying to extract gold from goldfish...
k... if u think not funny then nvm... but we were laughing our asses off... lol... therez more la... lol...

Treasure n love her while u can... dun regret when itz only too late... u might not be comfortable with wad she did... but the intention behind it is because she loves u... if u take some time to think about it n u'll realise it...

think is crap? then ignore it bah...

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DnA Overseas Trip II

2005-11-17T16:17:00.000-08:00

Rotting Rotting Rotting... this blog getting mouldy liao... haiz... mouldy... reminds mi of my ITM which is Introduction To Microbiology with a Mad Scienctist teacher... think he study till he siao... then become now litt... lOl...

The only BIG thingz tt happen is the DnA Overseas Trip liao... This is the second time DnA had an overseas trip... Haiz... I missed the 1st 1 which rrly sounds fun n I rrly wanna go... haiz... well... no Ken... not surprising... Well... we enjoyed ourselves... but... I was thinking tt something is missing... but then again... I dun rrly feel it... coz we are so used to it... lOl... but I rrly enjoyed hanging out with u guyz... somethingz I'l rmb is the 1st nite we went to see the nite sky... the times we shopped at the BUMs Equipments shop... think the few of us spent more than RM1000 there... lol... not enough $$ go back hotel take le come again... still not enough take SG$ change then shop again... lol... n... every morning after the 6 of us finish bathing... we'll crowd ard the mirror... take a look at our hair be4 going out... n how pathetic I am with just a few dollars left tt I cant afford to buy a 800ml water and have to settle for a 500ml 1...lOl... n not to forget... THE ONE!!! lOl...

Well... recently we went for a movie... n I was lyk ask hao got who go... he said Gordon... Jing... etc... etc... I was lyk... hmmm... ok... got quite many ppl... lyk nv left any1 out... then I think... think... then I realise... Ken... haiz... rrly used to it liao...

I saw hazel today... she ask if we guyz got go tmr for her party... I say ya... then she say... think can forget about Ken n KK... even she knowz... how about us tt have got to do without him everytime?... haiz...

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DnA Outingz...

2005-10-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

Sianz... my blog lyk thio some stupid virus the background cannot see liao... at least I cant see it from my com... sianz...

Anyway I thot very little ppl will read my blog but after DnA was going out 1 day we were talking about blogz and they talk about thingz I blog about... quite surprise... so got a feel since got ppl read might as well be more active... but hard sia... after maple or DotA is lyk 1am+ so tired how to blog... if not will be lyk today go out lyk also 1+ then reach home...

Since the last post I think got went out a few times... once is Darren Bday go out eat steamboat... lol... we ate tt for free coz the shopkeeper forgot to ask us to pay... lol... after tt was movie reach home ard 3am.. lol... all so late 1...

Today I wake up... bath... go out liao... go ken hse meet hao... then TM watch movie... after tt DotA... mi got jing as Techies... mi as Ns and charlin as lina... opp. got gor as brood... hao as morph... wtf... my hero... sob sob... lost coz of morph so strong... n ken as tinker... lol... food for NS... then go ken hse talk cock play balloons... lol... 17 liao still play balloons... kendrick lyk laughing at us litt... lol... ken show us magic tricks... wha not say all very gd tricks la though quite nice to watch if u dun think how he did it... but he must have spend some time on all those tricks... and got quite some tricks lor... anyway pizza delivery for dinner at ken hse... play cards... then go home liao... woot... today 1 whole day DnA... lol...

Now lyk 2am+ liao.. kaoz... rrly tired... can find time rrly need to fix my background...

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Update...

2005-09-21T23:13:00.000-07:00

Whao... itz lyk near 1 month since my last post... well... if not tt I got nothing better to do... dun think I'll be here bah... litt say my blog sounds so pathetic ritez... not rrly la... think I'll still update my blog now n then bah.. just tt my com got some stupid virus tt pop mi back to windows within 1 min if I try to play any game... so no more Maple or DotA for mi liao... sadz... hope to successfully reformat my com after the examz... haiz... think my com very gd... my com know mi exam coming liao... got virus so tt I cannot play then will go study... my com rrly care for mi... so touched...

WCG... lost 2 win 1... not bad la... at least got win... hmmm... national standards... our aim is just to at least win 1 round so wun lyk all lose mah... hmmm... $10 for all tt... think very worth it... lol... join WCG for goodie bag and 3 rounds of lan game... lol...

Mooncake festival we guyz went Ken hse watch TV... talk cock a bit after tt go 120c court play candles and fireworks... not bad... took quite some pics... haiz... if not for mi n Ken exam could have gone to Ken hse stay overnite liao... rather than walking home at 3am yo... after this rrly looking forward to holidayz... then can play without restrictions liao... so gd...

Tmr CPPA exam... n now is lyk 11pm... mi instead of studying or slping is here blogging... haiz... think study week is a dumb idea... who the hell will study in this study week 1 lorz... then my exam is lyk 4 exam over 2 weeks... zZz... so draggy... not in study mood also not in holiday mood... litt very bad lehz... haiz... my com should have spoil all the way then I cant even chat on MSN or blog mah... then rrly nothing do maybe will go study... O.O n my bed should have been broken too...

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Magic Show...Date...

2005-08-28T21:29:00.000-07:00

Well... friday went out with DnA... 1st... DotA... mi... Hao n Jing... lol... we go woodball 3v4 public... i think opp. are frens... n they scared tt we lose will quit... lol... com'on man... 3v4 yo... end it in 40min... lanshops ppl are just so noob... think 5 of us need to vs 8 public... but too bad DotA at most is a 5v5 game... arrogant arent we... lol...

After tt went to a Magic Show sponsored by my SP fren... lol... got mi...Hao...Jing...Sam n Gorddy... the place is damn big... think got ard... 2-3 thousand ppl... the show generally quite ok... I mean nutting very fanciful... though he does not take a rabbit out of a hat... but he did not made the statue of liberty disappear too... but I must say quite well done... after tt... I understand why the show is for free... lol... after ard 1h 45min of magic... he start to PREACH!... he starts to talk about the bible... starts to say prayers... at this point of time i wanted to leave... just tt the others felt itz not very nice of us to do tt... I dun give a damn about it... well... after the prayers... he start to ask ppl up on stage to give themselves to god or something litt... well... I left... but nvm... I dun mind some preachings and prayers as none go to my head for the exchange of a free magic show with DnA...

After tt was dinner at Subway... my 1st time eatting subway... bad exp. coz the food is so damn bloody ex. it cost mi 8 bucks for a small cup of ice lemon tea and a burger... wth... dun think there's a second time anymore...

Well... guyz... nice nitez with u all... itz just a pity tt we dint went on DotA at hougang plaza till ard 2am then went to Ken hse for Risk... next day morning go canoe or something like tt... tt'll be perfect man... btw... about tt DnA Shirt... I've been thinking... why not in the holidayz we buy some spray paints and a white shirt for every1... go some1 hse n we do the shirt ourselves... tt'll be nice yo...

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Hmmm...Rotting...

2005-08-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

I'm rrly rotting this blog...updating lyk 1-2 weeks once? I mean I'm busy over sch work now... tests... reports... assignments... wait till holidayz maybe I'll be more active bah...

Come to speak of holidayz... I hope this holiday can rrly be a fun 1... an activities filled 1... not 1 tt DotA nutting but DotA 1... haiz... best can go ken hse... all 5 of us there without leaving mi alone there at 2am... play some boardgame... chat a bit... go out walk walk... next morning go out... movies... or wadever would be nice... ttz wad i hope yo... but if can be real or not is another thing... haiz... dun hope too much about it yo... later dun have then very disappointing...

Sch quite sucky... everyday 8-5... wake up 6... reach home 7... eat dinner n bath 8 liao... online chat... play 1 round 10 liao... talk a bit on phone 11 liao... can go slp liao... haiz...so sianz... Homework? Got reports or tests dun need play liao... ttz 1+ hrs do some stuffs n tt day I'll have no leisure time at all... haiz...

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Ken...

2005-08-15T23:06:00.000-07:00

Yeah... today finally found time to blog... so many thingz to say... but think I wun say all la... esp. DotA... talk about it 1 page gone liao...

Ken arh ken... Jing ask mi not to say about it when u in tt conver... but I shall say it in my blog la... friday we went to watch Seven Swords... then only got mi Sam hao n jing mah... I was thinking who not here... I thot of Jon... Gorddy... Charlin... it actually took mi sometime la... to think of u lorz... where are u... I think rrly lorz... few more months down the road... I'll be asking whoz ken... even DotA u dun play with us... Itz not tt u're not free or wad la... u're not in game... u wan to play... u just choose not to play with us... wad can I do wad can I say... itz ur choice... to think of tt u rather play with public...

Dun think I can hope much during sch dayz la... but I dun wan later holidayz u also dun wanna go out with us all these... then I rrly see no point le lorz... think about it urself la... our frenship... not only mi n u lorz... the whole grp of us... the whole DnA... did u made any effortz to be with us not... haiz... 4get it...

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Nothing much...

2005-08-15T00:14:00.000-07:00

Not blogging about anything this time... just to write something here to show tt I still rmb I have this blog... I got many thingz to write but not now... 12am le... tmr 6am need wake up for sch... sucks ritez... haiz... shall blog about thingz another day...

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Hmmm...

2005-07-31T22:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah... I've finally left my blog to rot... lol... jokes... sianz... DotA till 3am for the past week coz itz my term break... sucks man... so fast no more liao... tmr sch... sianz... secondary sch better... think I wun be so sianz by it if itz in secondary sch...

A week of DotA... DotA n more DotA... gd? I lyk to DotA... but... itz holiday manz... I dun wanna spend my time just DotA... I wanna go out... have fun... sun a bit... ttz wadz I call life... rather than rot at home n DotA... u know? Rot? Lyk Pudge 2.0 will die de lehz... can rot ownself to death de lehz... haiz...

It'll be nice if there's chalets... outingz... erm... I mean with DnA... tt'll be nice... but... no way man... no way ttz possible... yeah... outing? n tt'll be DotA... lol... anyway... nowadayz... DotA only at most mi, hao, jing n charlin... jokes... otherz... haiz... only DotA with them at home... this week... always in hse... can up to 5v5 lyk just now... quite nice la... 1 thing itz free... but it'll nv beat playing at lanshop...

lol... btw... today frenly at Hougang Plaza with ppl hao challenged... they are the third group of ppl tt hao challenged n also the third group to lose to us... lol... at the end of it... they told hao... u all are too strong... jokes... haiz... n 1 thing cannot stand is... everytime after we win... we'll be very buai song... coz everytime also win... win till sianz... ttz jokes man... anyway... gordon, ken, n jing cannot make it... sub with bs n jackie... though they are gd playerz with gd personal skills... I was afraid of no teamwork in the beginning as DotA is a team game n not rpg... but ended up not bad...

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Something else...

2005-07-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

Keep blogging about DotA... not blogging about it today liao... just read Jing blog... tag there tt I am pessimistic by nature... just feel tt bad thingz are ezier to happen than gd thingz...

Well... damn free today... most of the time... I wanna blog... but too tired... today... slp at home lyk I'm dead... then rrly cannot slp le go DotA 2 rounds... haiz... woke up at 12... started watching TV at 7... 2 rounds of DotA take 2hr... minus off bathing... eating time n etc... I slp 4 hr in the afternoon... I got nutting to do... ttz why... last week was lyk tt too...

Waiting for something which will nv happen... I pushed aside everything n waited... I knew it ttz it'll not happen... but I clinged on to my hope... waiting for my hope to vanish until I've to accept the fact... It nv happened... I'm not waiting anymore... I dun wan to carry any more hope for it... only to be left disappointed...

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DotA Match: 1st round...

2005-07-06T20:31:00.000-07:00

Samsung Campus DotA Competition... Well... I won the 1st round... but tt only mean tt the next round will be a tougher fight...

We got to choose the hero 1st as the coin was flipped head... opp. get to choose side n they choose Sentinel... leaving us with Scourge... The drafting goes like this: Crystal Maiden... Morphling... Death Prophet... Silencer n Furion... Opp. Rouge Knight... Centaur... Lion... Zeus... Bone...

Our Team play Early Pushing Team... but not sure wad kind of team our opp. using lehz... lol... but can see got triple stun team... a bit worried in the beginning... anyway... they choose Centaur becoz I took Morphling... think becoz they scared we use Centaur.Morphling double stun combo...

I only know they did something VERY funny... lol... I walked mid lane with DP... then I was lyk why no hero in our lane... I thot they gonna ambush us at lvl 1... then I realise... ALL 5 hero at top... LOL... n they didnt push down the 1st tower they gave up liao... coz Zeus was killed by our tower... LOL... by the time Cent n Bone come my lane... we lyk lvl 2 liao... lol... then we double wave n send them back to their fountain liao... lol... they kana guard by us until very jia lat lor... Very fast mid 1st tower down liao... using physical attack lehz... lol... 2nd tower down soon after tt with DP's ultimate... lol... after tt gathered with Silencer n CM... Mid 3rd tower down with Inferno... lol... Furion was pushing his own at btm... then we retreated n went for top tower... I learn Inferno from Silencer n there was lyk 6 Inferno going for top tower lorz... lol... then at their base... we cyclone them n CM open her freezing field... lol... with DP's ultimate n double wave n Furion's treants... itz so chaotic lorz... lol... I only know be4 I realise it ritez... all 3 lane's 1 rax down liao... lol... If I were to be in their team ritez... sure damn dishearted lorz... lol... then another push brought all rax down except for btm's Ancient of Lore... lol... then we went for Roshan... lol... the last rax was brought down by our creep while we Roshan... lol... they only got our top 1st tower down I think... lol... quite a thrashing game la... We won it in 30min... could have been faster if we dint Roshan... lol...

But my teamates rrly sux lorz... they DAMN kaobei lorz... itz lyk no vulgarities all these la... then 2nd warning supposed to get dq de lehz... then they kaobei la... kana 2nd warning... lucky tt person also close 1 eye... I was lyk com'on lorz... I dun wan we win then later got dq becoz of this crap lorz... My teamates also la... can see tt they look down on our opp. at the very beginning... they always think they DAMN pro n look down on EVERY1... but my opp. also la... look us no up too... coz we all yr1... only 1 yr2 who look lyk yr1 too... opp. was lyk all yr2 or 3 de...

My personal score was something lyk 8:1... lol... got a Double Kill... n played with Centaur twice... I saw him coming to backstab mi... but I only blinked away JUST be4 his War Stomp... lol... tt scene Damn funny man... he lyk War Stomp the ground n no1 got it n walk away liao... lol...then overall score was 2nd... 1st is Furion who walked btm solo lane... (of coz 1st score la... solo lane lehz... then come hao lian to mi... cant stand him man...)

Though we won the 1st round... but the 1st thing tt came to my mind was... after filtration... 2nd match is only getting tougher... haiz... n we cannot use our early pushing team liao... coz if our next opp. happen to spectate our match they'll find a counter against us de lorz... so I think next match might be using Waver Team... hope it works... (",

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Poly Life...

2005-07-04T00:15:00.000-07:00

Well Poly life is much more fun... vibrant... freedom... than secondary sch though... but there're much more thingz to do... lotz... n very busy... reports... assignments... tutorials... research... so many thingz to do... n DotA... have to play at least 1 round everyday to mantain the standard... haiz... every week pass n go just like tt... haiz... if we DnA can be in the same Poly same class... tt will be VERY nice... Life in Poly would be much more fun...

Missed the dayz... haiz... looking forward to holidayz... then maybe... maybe... just maybe... we can find 1 day go ken hse stay overnitez? Nvm... maybe it wun work... after midnite all will go home n leave mi alone... anyway... ken hse other than DotA... nutting to do le... DotA can only 1 person play... 4 other watch... so sianz... if got something tt we can do as a grp will be nice... some grp activities... maybe can think about it...

The match later in the evening... not very confident in myself... though I think not much pros in SP... I think tt to win a match is nv easy... opp. can nv be too lousy... u must be rrly a pro... I dun consider myself a pro... so not much confidence... haiz... but just hope can win n i can be on form...

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Shytty teamates...

2005-07-01T23:55:00.000-07:00

Today finally I met my teamates for the DotA competition in SP... My match is scheduled at Monday 5:15 at SP T2137... can come see see if u wan... I'll come back to tt later...

Had Character Development class today... was doing some racial harmony stuffs last week... then teacher ask us to think of some activities for this week... some1 just joking suggested tt every1 bring some food along then we can share... itz lyk got Malay food... Indian Food n Chinese food la... then our class ppl rrly so ON... today rrly every1 brought something to sch... I share with a fren cookies n cheeze cake... he make I pay... he's quite gd at it... quite nice...

After sch as usual wad I did every Friday... All the way... SP to Tampines... I was sitting on the floor slping... luckily I woke up just nice at the Tampines station... lol... then we watch Initial D at Century Square... we ate lunch be4 watching the movie... as we have lyk got 6 ppl... the seats there at most is 4... then got 2 galz there beside our table offered their table to us as they got 1 extra... think ttz nice of them n I was wondering why they go n notice tt we need 1 more table... lol...

Initial D... quite a nice show... the car racing part... Nice... but I keep wondering... wad happened in the end for him n tt gal... he mind the gal's past? She's a nice gal... maybe he just misunderstood her... nvm...

After the show... DnA pei mi go to meet my SP teamates at Bedok... ttz nice of them... lol... then we had a 5v5 match... I was playing for my SP team... DnA team consist of Gor... Jing... Char... Sam... Jon... DnA win the game in the end... But I'm happy for it... anyway coz I'm from DnA 1... I join them becoz they are my teamates in the SP competition... anyway... dun lyk my teamates too... out of 5 of us... 3 are frens... mi n another guy is no team 1... then join teams tt dint have enough players... out of those 3... 2 are very Guai Lan... keep thinking they very pro... I admit 1 of them is better than mi coz I played with him once online be4... but he keep thinking he very pro... com'on lorz... he SUX... Gor is better than him lorz... Gor also nv talk so much... told us is a serious game... then he go random... then tt time he told mi tt he nv had to backdoor ppl coz he alwayz OWN ppl lyk shyt... in the end also backdoor ritez... say tt he nv use tt hero be4 ttz why he dint perform so well... n who's the 1 say tt he's been playing random for quite some time le n is versatile in ALL heroes... ppl tend to find this kind of stupid reasons for them losing... the other of his fren is a noob... the other guy tt was alone is noob too... btw... he is dunno yr 2 or 3 de... sianz... got 2 noobz in my team... dunno can win 1st round not... though until now all the SP players I've seen are noobs... including my seniors in gaming club... lol... but I think there are pros out there...

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I miss the past...

2005-06-26T23:10:00.000-07:00

Itz Monday again tmr... I still rmb... last Sunday was lyk yesterday... I was sad tt the weekend is gone again... but this week let mi realized tt not only weekends ends fast... weekends come fast too... hope the next weekend come fast...

Well... not much time to blog... busy every day with school... frens... DotA... well... Fusion gathering yesterday... dint expect much... eat... talk... go home... but itz better than nutting... to be able to be with DnA... lyk wad Jing say... "it doesnt matter wad we do... as long as we're together..." but... Ken... 4get it... we cant expect anything from u... we'll enjoy ourselves... at least the 4 of us fit right into a cab... Hao "Why did God has to take away our frens?"

I miss the past... not only tt of DnA... but also Gracious... when we are all little innocent boys n galz... I miss the past... lotz... lyk wad i said... itz the past... I can only think of it... no more... all those thingz in the past... itz not gonna happen again...

Went for DotA today again... my mum was lyk not very happy when I was going out... holiday is over n she's not happy tt I still go out every sunday... I was lyk I dont wish to lose my frens just becoz we went to diff poly... n we have our own life to lead... I used to see them 7 dayz a week... now we went to diff poly... weekend is the only time I can go out with them... how can I not go...?

I'm always the 1 tt has to go tt extra mile... I dont mind... serious... but just dun leave mi alone...

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DotA

2005-06-13T23:39:00.000-07:00

Yeah... 1st time to blog about DotA... Well... coz yesterday was the 1st time I ever have a match in DotA... hao challenged some of his frens from TP de... quite a gd exp... Itz a draw with 1-1... we wanted to have a 3rd match to have a winner but the opponent didnt wan...

1st match... I wanted to fight for Morphling... but our opponent got it n I got the hero tt replaces the Morphling icon... Lina... Well... 2nd time I use this hero... but i guess I'm not tt bad at using her... I think she's quite a user frenly hero... Initially I thot itz a bad hero to use in a match... but after tt I realised she's not bad... when facing off... her 2nd spell can stun the area n at least stun 2 heros if I'm accurate... 3 if I'm lucky... followed by Dragon Slave n Laguna Blade... 1 opponent hero will be down... causing a 5v4 situation in favour of us... well we won this round...

2nd round... I got wad I wan... Morphling... my major hero... well... we lost by a margin... they were the 1st to clear off our rax... then in order to balance off their creeps... I suicided their last rax... ended up with both sides with super creeps... lol... luckly I managed to get back to our Frozen Throne in time... Bone n Dragon Knight was hitting our Frozen Throne... Impale follow by a wave n some hits... I managed to kill the both of them... with our Frozen Throne left with 37Hp... lol... Then they all gave me their major items n ask mi to go for their World Tree... which I know is impossible... but ttz our only hope left... With 2 Burize... 1 Eye... 1 Boots of Speed n 1 Power Thread... which I think I might be called a noob by the opponent team... coz Boots of Speed n Power Thread dun stack! lol... well... I manage to hit off a third of the World Tree Hp... we still lost... Dragon Knight n Skeleton King did their last push n the Frozen Throne was down...

Haiz... this is the 2nd time I rrly lost by a margin... but nonethelss itz a very gd game... In fact we all learn from our mistakes when we lost... when we win... we just win... who would think why did we won? No... only when we lost... we think... why we lost n made improvements from there... A mistake by mi... I should have go for the World Tree at the last push n not for rax... With mi... Omniknight n Medusa... Timestop of 5 sec... GA of 9 sec n spellsteal of GA for another 9sec... total of 23 sec... World Tree is bound to fall... Mistake... but at least I learn from it...

Well... btw I'm joining the Gaming Club in SP... hope I get into the 1st team so tt I can join competitions... though I'm not at tt standard yet... lol... actually I know I'm far from it from where I am now... but yesterday's match rrly inspires mi to go further on DotA... I lyk the atmosphere of matches... Its so competitive... n we have to fight for the power heros... though this match is of no significance... Its not even a clan match or wad... but itz my 1st true match...

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DnA Outing...

2005-06-03T20:32:00.000-07:00

My trip from Dover all the way down to Tampines wasnt wasted... though we went for lunch... n a movie... I can say it cant be compared to last time... u know wad... I'm always very disappointed... when itz has to end... go home... eat dinner... I know itz lyk tt... but... just hate it to see it end this way... but I rrly appreciated it... I'm rrly glad tt we can go out together... thanx jing... rrly appreciated it tt u watch the movie twice to go with the group... n hao... missing ur talk for it... well... our group... left the 4 of us... ken... we cant expect anything... we're at most... the 2nd priorty... when the weekends are the times we can go out... ur 1st priorty lands on weekends... ken... we dont have u in this memories of ours... can I say itz a gd thing tt there's the 4 of us? At least we're just nice in taking a cab... but... we'll miss ur omniknight...

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Covered...

2005-06-02T23:36:00.000-07:00

I took a look at the sky today... it was lyk 7pm... itz dark... itz dark not becoz the sky is dark... the sky is still quite blue... itz the clouds... there's lotz of clouds... dark clouds... they covered the sky... they made the sky dark... when the sky is still blue...

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Frens 4eva?

2005-05-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

Do u believe in Frens 4eva? Ya...Frens 4eva... mi n my Pri Sch frens are still frens... 50 yrs down the road we're still going to be frens... Frens tt ask howz life... n reply fine... We're still frens... But itz just gonna be different... Sch's starting... We have to go our different ways... lead a different life... 1 day... we might rrly become litt... Even now... Itz different already... itz just different... Ken... for ur Fellowships n stuffs... u're abroad more than a month... MOST of our outings u're not present... though we still can go out... itz different u know... itz just different...

In the past... we got sch... sch brought us together... in sch... we talked... have fun... we have to go to sch... so we'll meet each other everyday... monday to friday we have sch... saturday we have red cross... or we'll go out to play lan... sunday we got bball... the fun we have is limited... we cant play till very late... cant go ken hse stay... coz we still got sch... we thot... we thot... holidayz... we can lyk go out everyday... stay over at ken hse as we wish... ttz we thot... holidayz... to go out with us or not is ur choice... u can choose not to... we cant force u... some wan to play games... some wan to save $$... some got gf to accompany...

We still got go out... quite frequently i'll say... but itz the feeling ttz different... some told mi tt we're already very gd... they dun even go out with their frens liaoz... i should be happy tt we still got go out... maybe i should just be contented... this is expected... we all have to come to this point... where we have to go in different directions... but i just dun wish to see this frenship...

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Ken's Bday Nite...??? Haiz...

2005-05-04T13:44:00.000-07:00

Itz been some time since Ken Bday nite le... Wanted to blog about it long ago... just tt cant find time... yeah... went to Ken hse to celebrate his n Gor's bday yeah... I was told we going there stay overnite... coz we meeting 10pm at Ken hse... to my surprise got many ppl go... Ok... cut cake... birthday songs... ok... after tt...some DotA... not sure who is playing coz mi, Gor n Ken outside toking... K... 12+... expected... Kk n charlin have to go 1st... ok... they went off... took turns with the DotA... then they were toking about tt they wanna go back home... Its lyk... I was told we're staying... I thot it'll be a fun nite... then... at 2am... hao went back... Gor went back... 3am... jing n jon went home... left mi alone... in ken hse... they live near... they can leave n go home as they lyk... but mi... walk home at 3am??? Come to think of tt I thot it'll be a fun nite... yeah... fun... DotA whole nite till 8am with no1 fighting the com with mi... Things certainly changed...

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Ken's n Gor's Bday...

2005-04-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

Its a long time since I post anything on this blog... sleep quite early these few dayz n woke up early... to u... waking up at 10 might be late... but its earlier than 12 noon ya... K... blog early today... coz going Ken's place later to celebrate his Bday today n Gordon's Bday which is tmr... n I think we staying overnite there... itz been quite a long time since the 4 of us stayed over at Ken's place... though itz not seldom of mi to stay over at his place... went just a week ago to play DotA overnite... n I remember the most enjoyable stay... a few months ago... when we talked from 2am to 6am... slept for an hour be4 we went to play bball... haiz... those were the gd old dayz... but I think today will be fun too! (",

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Bball?

2005-04-19T00:08:00.000-07:00

Things getting heated over the bball site... I dint know until Yanxi told me... Tt means things maybe arent rrly tt bad or it does not affect me much coz I'm not feeling the impact... Things are going quite well I thot... Ken's back... n we had not bad a weekend? DotA on Saturday though I lost all 3 matches... ( I lost 2 in kembangan tt time too... Gordon la... win le nv let de...) Canoe on Sunday morning till afternoon n more DotA at Ken's place at nitez... So... on my side things are not tt bad... I mean... we're not bad already... considering we still hang out frequently... movies... lan... canoe or some outings... lyk Pulau Ubin... Changi Beach... Bukit Timah... we're a lot better than other groups lorz... n we having a chalet... hope it'll make it...

('O')

Evil Sky...

2005-04-10T00:43:00.000-07:00

These few dayz... The sky gives mi a bad feeling... a feeling tt a major disaster is going to happen...

On the 7th... stepping out of hougang plaza... I was by surprise by the colour of the sky... It was such bright orange... though itz very nice... though itz sunset time... n an orange sky is a very common sight... but I feel the colour is very unnatural... not only is the sky orange... the surroundingz also reflects tt colour...

On tt same nite... when the sky starts to darken... it almost looks like it darkens becoz a shadow is looming over it...

On the 9th... itz was lyk 3am in the morning... I was still wide awake watching vcds... suddenly felt very cold... it was very windy... I looked out of the window n found the sky very red... it was of a dull red colour... though at nitez be4 it rains the sky is alwayz red... but just feel uneasy about it...

Maybe u might be laughing at mi ritez now for blogging something lyk this... but nvm... coz these are just my thots... wadz reality is another thing... I dun blog wad happens... I blog wad I think... how I feel...

('O')

1st yr...

2005-04-08T00:44:00.000-07:00

1 yr has pass... very happy tt we can last so long... I can still remember tt day clearly... (",

('O')

DnA

2005-04-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

DnA...it means Devils n Angels... Think we all 4got why u used this... think just find it nice so we used... I was asked wadz the meaning of it? DnA... It got no meaning at the very beginning... But as time goes by... itz start to have a meaning... The meaning is in the word itself... DnA... The group of us... the friendship between us... the bonds... the spirits... the memories... tt feeling...

('O')

Lazy Juan

2005-04-04T01:50:00.000-07:00

One day... Mother told Juan, "Go to the market n buy some salt n 5 live crabs... Dun play on the way n come home quickly..."

Juan took the $$ n was soon on his way... Reaching the market... he saw an old woman selling crabs... He picked up a long stick n poked at the crabs...

"Hey wad r u doing with my crabs?" shouted the woman...

"I was trying to see if they were alive... pls give mi 5 big crawling 1s..." said Juan...

After getting the crabs tied together... Juan moved on to a man selling salt... Juan said,"If ur salt is rrly salty, then give mi 50 centavos worth..."

With the crabs n a small bag of salt, Juan started for home... Whistling... he passed by the riverbank... Suddenly he heard some voices calling him...

"Juan, come play with us... Isnt it a nice day to have fun?"

Pointing to the crabs n salt to his frens... Juan said,"Mother needs these, but I have an idea..."Untying the crabs... he said to them,"Mother is waiting for u... so walk home... Go straight on this road n turn left at the big tamarind tree... u'll see the open kitchen door where Mother is... Go! Go!"

Then he looked around for a safe place for the salt... Finally he put the bag in the river where the water was very shallow... " Here," he said to himself,"now nobody will walk away with it..."

('O')

Bloggie...

2005-04-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

Realised tt if I dont blog about daily life... actually there's nutting much to write le... like my previous few posts... so short... But are ppl rrly interested in other's daily life? If I write a 200 words post everyday will ppl read them? Do ppl visit other's blog everyday to check their new posts? But if there's some1 who visits my blog sometimes to see if there's anything to read... Sry about tt ya...
Dunno but dun feel like writing about daily life... Each day have 24hrs... lets say I slept for 12hrs... there's 12hrs of things for mi to write... Maybe I'm lazy to write... But I feel itz rather boring for a person to read a post on daily life... lol... maybe u're feeling bored at this point of time reading this post...
Yeah... so I'll try to find interesting stuffs to post ya... Maybe u wun find them interesting... But nvm... coz I'm trying...

('O')

Feeling better...(",

2005-04-02T00:32:00.000-08:00

Feeling better today...(",

('O')

The walk home...

2005-04-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

Walked back home from her place today again... Calm... or was I numb?...

('O')

I cried...

2005-03-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

Wo de yan lei yi zhi dou mei you ting guo...

('O')

Friendship n Love...

2005-03-30T00:25:00.000-08:00

One day...Love n Friendship met... Love asked Friendship... " Why do u exist when I already exist? " Friendship replied... " To put a smile where u leave tears..."

('O')

(",

2005-03-24T00:14:00.000-08:00

The background n the music always remind mi of the beach n the beautiful nite sky...Memories will start to float in my mind...n I'll start to feel...how about u? (", Words cant express them...hope the music says them all...(",

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Comments...

2005-03-22T23:18:00.000-08:00

I ask quite a few ppl for comments on my blog today...1st impressions are all itz very simple...jing hui said itz fantasy n cute...lol...I get it as fantasy...but cute? Then he told mi tt is becoz of ('O')...lol...DnA will know la hor...lol...('O') is similar to gordon's XiAoIcOn ba...Jing hui's just wondering tt other ppl who dunno might think of it I'm acting cute...lol...where got guy act cute de...but thanx anyway...I understand his intentions... Btw...thanx for helping mi with the background music...nice song lehz...n btw...not many ppl might read my posts ba...coz I'm not gonna advertise it n maybe only DnA's blogs n yanxi's will have my link ba...sry for not linking back...(", There's no tagboard here...maybe not going to have 1...coz I'm making this blog more like a diary...not exactly 1...but just a place for mi to write some stuffs...I welcome any comments...thru sms or msn...(",

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Theme...

2005-03-22T01:20:00.000-08:00

u might be wondering...perhaps not...but just to explain why my theme is DreamyzStarryzNitez...Itz a bit of dunno wad to put then just find something to put...lol...then I thought about chalets...those nights spent with friend...They are very nice memories to me...where we can go down to the beach in the middle of the night...glazing at the stars and perhapz a bit of romance... lol...especially when ur crush is sitting beside u...n dreams...when all the impossible came true...hope tt reading this will trigger some of ur sweet memories too...(",

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1st Post...

2005-03-22T01:10:00.000-08:00

Hi there...nv thought that I'll have my own blog 1 day...I was damn bored tt day...so I attempted to create 1...I was busy then...so only until yesterday I finish editing the blogskin...quite proud of myself...coz I dint know anything about all those java scripts...I figured it out myself how to edit these...u might find my blog very simple...coz I just wanted something simple n nice...as time goes by...I'll add more things here...perhaps some background music...hope u find my blog nice...btw...dunno how many stuffs I'll post till I leave this blog to rot...lol...(",

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